So to start. I need one hundred thousand dollars. You may be asking why. I will explain that in this very detailed explanation. First reason why I need one hundred thousand dollars
- I cannot find work because I do not have any necessary skills that would make me a useful or wanted employee to a company. I grew up all my life with my parents telling me that I was so smart and could do anything and I believed them for a while, until I realized the real world was not what my parents told me about. I was on my own in an apartment where I had no job and nobody really talked to me. I ate and slept in constant stress that I would be either evicted from my apartment and forced to live on the streets because of my now dissipated savings.. I have lost the will to go on because every single day is a dreary mess and I just keep thinking everyday will be my day maybe today I will get lucky maybe today this job will want someone like me. Then they don’t.. Nobody wants me and nobody ever does. I feel completely lost and alone in my life.
2. The second reason is because of the debt I have. I have been put under stressful debts because of either bills I couldn’t pay off or when I would be paying for something and because of my luck didn’t have enough. I went shopping and I thought I knew how much I had but I had nothing and was about to put it back when someone bought everything for me. I was so embarrassed and I felt horrible. I constantly feel like a let down to others and even those I don’t know I burden with my existence. If I were to get one hundred thousand dollars. I would pay back everyone who had ever helped me. I would buy my mother a house since she doesn’t have a job and I don’t even know where she is which is also constantly stressing me out. I would buy my friend the gift he’s always wanted. He never has enough because he always has to bail me out for money which I feel horrible about have you ever just been such a burden to others to the point of they feel like you are only around them to ask for money! It’s not like that I just have such horrible luck I can’t keep a job I can’t keep friends I can’t do anything right so if I had that much money I could do so many things right.. I could right every wrong I ever did to my friends.. my family. My parents have just stopped talking to me because they think I only want to talk to them when I need money but I am just in such a financially horrible situation to where that is the only thing I can even talk about. I feel like a waste I wake up every morning hating myself for taking all these kind and hard working people’s money and giving them nothing in return. I feel like the devil I hate how I feel..
3. If I had the money I could remove all the financial burdens my parents have to deal with having a son like me. Its surprising how they don’t hate me already because I just can’t do anything. I search for jobs and none of them want me I try to make money but then it doesn’t work out or I get scammed out of even more money. I was in a game type thing to win one hundred thousand dollars and I lost to a group of hackers. That’s how the game is played but it’s just my luck that I would get so far just to be kicked in the dirt.. I feel like I am just a burden to society as a whole but if I could be rich. If I had money everything would change. My parents wouldn’t have to stress about what their mistake of a son is doing. My friends wouldn’t have to worry about when the next time I’m going to ask for money is. Nobody will have to worry anymore. I could help all of the people close to me instead of hurt them. I just want to help them..
4. I have always looked up to the rich people who helped everyone by giving away their wealth for the greater good. I know I will never be remembered after I am gone but if I could do just one good thing in life. If I had the money or the power to make a change for the better I would take it. I don’t want to be remembered as the mistake who made all of his friends and family leave him because of his ineptitude. That is all I wish to talk about. I could really really use one hundred thousand dollars not just for my sake but for my parents to make them stop worrying about where I am why I’m not responding and if I am still financially safe.. I could help my friends so they could smile again and know. I’m not just a parasite who clings to people for their wealth. I want to give back to all of them. There are most certainly people in more need of money then me. But if you have read this far I would really like the chance to help everyone I have hurt. I won’t say you have to do anything I would just really appreciate some help.
paypal.me/dravenshelton1 I’m really sorry I don’t know how to set up a donation thing I’m pretty much worthless.. Sorry for wasting your time..
Edit: I just got my teaching job application denied. Just now.