I do not know where to start and I feel like this is the craziest thing I have done, but I hope that this will reach you. Since I don’t have any other choice or hope … here we go:
I am a girl, 22 years old and I study International Marketing, I was born and raised in German. I am currently doing my double degree and exchange year abroad. Since I was a little Girl I had dreams that were always far from reality but I am a believer and someone who truly believes that anything is possible and that you can be anything you want in life.
My parents have always supported me as much as they can, which I truly appreciate.
Now I am at a point where my financial situation (especially since I am a student) are very poor. I am someone that tries to work towards a solution and I never believed in the fact that anything comes easy, because I am sure that all comes with hard work.
But I reached a point where my parents can’t support me more because it is really out of their will. And I cannot change it and pay my debt off and I am very depressed with my situation because I want to keep going and grow and achieve something, I can be proud of, but it is nearly impossible. And since my parents can’t afford supporting me during my stay in Mexico, I have become very anxious and depressed because everything I work out that would gain me profit is failing every Idea. Rent keeps getting higher and so do the debts and I keep getting more demotivated. And yes, I know nothing ever works from the first try, because what comes fast goes fast but I feel like a dark cloud is over my head and I can’t see the light. Because debts are growing, payments are coming in and my health situation… well don’t get me started on that.
Therefore, and only because I lost hope and I am in a very uncomfortable situation regarding my debts and I am ashamed of asking my parents because they simply can’t even though they would want to..
I reached out to you. And I am not asking for a gift here or money as a present, I am asking for it as a light in my very dark situation that will help me be lifted up and be able to keep going and to follow my dreams and finish my education. Because I am and never been interested in owning materialistic things, but I just want to be able to sleep again without worrying about the thousands of debts and payments I have to make and how to be able to work to get it because it is not possible with my studies.
I know it is crazy, and I know this will never reach you, but if it does… I just want you to know that If you would support me, I will definitely never forget that and that someday I will be someone that goes on TV and talks about how I managed to find light in the darkness and how I was able to reach my goals and make all of my dreams come true.
And yes, I know sometimes life has to get hard in order for us to move and do something, but I am really at a very depressing point and that can be proved by writing you this.
I hope you read this and If you do: Thank you.
A little dreamer girl who has to pay rent and debts.