I wish I had a better excuse as to why I am on a website asking for complete strangers to help me out of the hot mess I created, but I don’t. Like pretty much 75% of the world, my credit card debt has been growing since, our first “get ahead of the curve” isolation, this time last year. I have been luckier than a lot of folks because I am deemed essential (🙄) and have kept a paycheck..reduced..but a paycheck. I received the vaccine and had this unimaginable feeling of being free so I took my lucky, free ass on to a casino because I just knew the tide had turned. I was wrong..BIG WRONG. I am not a gambler by trade, I don’t pretend to have a system or act like I know things about those (evil, tempting, beautiful) machines. Yet, I decided in all my euphoria that I could walk into a casino and get back to ground zero🤧😐 I wasn’t looking to get rich, I wasn’t looking to win that shiny new Dodge Charger. No. I thought I could walk in there and the casino gods would smile upon my little vaccinated ass and I would walk out of there debt free. I am not an entitled human, I don’t have an abundance of greed, I do not have a gambling addiction. I am now questioning my decision making ability and would be lying if I didn’t check the Moderna website for poor decision making..lack of cognitive functioning as a possible side effect.
After I lost $500 (oh how I wish I could go back and just take that loss) I had a conversation with myself and determined that the machine was hungry and needed to be fed in order for it to supply me with the win I manifested..yes there was manifestations yelled to the universe prior to entering. Long story long..I fucked up. I lost my freaking rent money and am in a hole I can’t climb out of. I was in debt but making the minimum payments and getting by. Now I have 14 days to come up with $1500 or I will be evicted. No one to blame but myself if it happens. Everything happens for a reason…guess the universe found my manifestations lacking-Life lesson learned😭😭
a night of BEYOND stupid decisions.
I will not resort to an only fans- This much I swear!!
any help from strangers would be very much appreciated. #dumbdecisionclub