I am very sorry to disturb but I was desperate and while researching about possibilities to get my head out of the water I came across the website and what it does and I told myself why not give it a try.
I will present myself; I’m Tatiana, 21 years old and the eldest child of the family (I have two younger brothers).
I come from Mauritius and in 2018 I came to France for my studies. This year (2019/2020) has been a bit hard for me as I was going through a lot of things emotionally among which, in November I learnt that my only grand parent was diagnosed with level 4 cancer, which would be eventually be a general one as per the doctors and last week she passed away. As for me, I’m in a student residence in France and I would be completely honest, my parents in Mauritius always do their best financially for my first brother who is studying in Canada and me. They were sending me money for rent (500€/month which makes about 560$/month) plus a little something for my monthly expenses and I wanted in some ways to show them that I could make the best out of this money. Without them knowing, I started looking for ways to make this money become a bigger amount and this is where I lost myself. Each and every time I was putting money here and there hoping that this will work and that I will no longer need to ask them for money because they work really hard for us to have the best life possible.
So, I somehow succeeded in having an agreement with the person responsible of the student residence where I am living to pay all the rents at the end of the Year. However, I must leave the residence in one week and I have lost all the money. She gave me till Tuesday(26 June 2020) morning for the bill to be settled and it’s quite a big amount (about 5500$). She told me that if by Tuesday it was not settled, she would be calling my parents to tell them that rent for ten months have not been paid and I completely understand her. But on the other hand, my parents won’t be able to hear that their only daughter disappointed them in such ways. They won’t be able to find the required sum of money that rapidly especially taking into consideration the fact that Mauritius has been under lockdown for more than 2 months.
So in doing research about how I could solve this issue and put my situation back in place; as last hope I’m writing this to see if by any ways you all could help me.
If by any means, this happens to occur, I vow that I’ll be telling my parents about what I’ve been through and also if someday, a person comes to me in the same situation, I am very sure that I’ll be helping that person to the best of my ability because I know what it does to your mental health to be in this kind of situation.
During the hard times our planet is living, I hope everyone is doing well and wish you all to stay safe and healthy.
I’ll be linking down below my PayPal.me as well as my mail address as contact info.
PayPal.me : paypal.me/tduportail
Again thank you.