Alright, hello my fellow donators. My name is Cierra and I just turned 26 on the 23rd of January. My life has been nothing but constant turmoil and abuse after mental abuse, but I started looking up and being more positive right before the end of 2018. I have always tried to be that friend you can lean on or that one soul you could trust because I truly believe that all you need is kindness in this world.
Two or three days ago I was ultimately fired from my job because of a sudden onset of an anxiety attack. I suffer from severe anxiety on a daily basis but I always, always, ALWAYS try to keep it under wraps when I am at work. I have been going through a terrible heartbreak and could not seem to hold myself together and had a crying spell included with hyperventilation and trembling hands. The manager on duty that day said that he had to let me go because I was too much for him to handle and I should not be able to work there any longer. It really bummed me out because that job, though it was only a waitressing job, I grew to like and enjoy! My coworkers became like family and I was so devastated knowing that I would’nt be working with them anymore.
So currently I am looking for a job and filling out many applications but I am extremely nervous that I’m going to not be able to pay my rent on time ( before the 5th ). I have tried to look at various methods to get this money I.e taking out a loan or trying to find government assistance but my credit is too poor and since I do not have a current income, no lender would ever risk loaning me money. I wouldn’t care about the interest fees because at the end of the day, they would still be helping me and I would be grateful for the service they supplied to me! But this is exactly why I am here today on this site. I found it through a quick google search and stumbled upon this site. I’m not sure if you are still active but I can only hope. I really do not know what else to do!
If you or someone on this site could loan me $450, or even $250 for rent then I would appreciate you so much. As I said earlier I would always repay you too! I don’t mind it. With interest!
I attached a screenshot of my bank informations so you know that I am indeed very broke and need of help. Please. I am desperate.