Thank you for reading this article. I am now 28 years old and have suffered under the aggression of a narcissist father all my life. The narcissist father is physically very powerful and holds the economic power of the house. He’s also very smart, and he usually harasses me in subtle and psychological ways.
I am currently unable to find a house on my own, and my health is at its worst. Even at home, my heart beats about 120 times a minute. Even if I try to exercise for my health, I get tired much faster than others and I can’t seem to dare to do anything. Even if I go to the hospital, I only hear the answer that I have a weak constitution that cannot be cured.
And yet, my narcissistic father always bullies me, enters my room unannounced, and even hits me when he’s angry. He has never had a proper job in his life, and he has lived as a king in his family.
When I point out his problem, the only answer I get is that I am the problem. According to him, I am always wrong. When I struggle to live, my father always discourages me and threatens me.
I spent my whole life thinking I was the problem and wallowing in self-blame, but only recently, while receiving state-sponsored psychotherapy, I became aware of my family’s problems. So, I realized that becoming independent is the first step to recovery. I thought maybe living with the dreaded father figure had something to do with my heart problems.
Please help me get away from my narcissist father and start a new life. When I get out of this house, I plan to find something I can do with my computer and make a living.
Thanks for reading the long article. Blessings to all who read it.
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