Dear potential donators,
i know God wouldnt put me through anything I could not handle but I need a blessing now.
I’m a 21 year old female and I just had to move back in with my Mom, in a 3 bedroom house with 8 other people.
My Mom and Grandma are the only ones here with jobs, I just lost my job delivering for Postmates because my car died.
Transmission issues and many other issues so I ended up having to sell it since there was no possible way I could get the money to fix it. I just ran out of the $700 I got from selling my car so I could pay my mom rent. Shes $30,000 in debt on credit cards, and still taking care of everybody. My dad is in another state and not in my life because of his struggle with drugs and now that he’s sober he’s on parole and can’t leave the state. He’s stuck in a small town (pop 1700), with no car and no job. And nearest towns are 30 minute drives away. So he can’t help me either.
My mom is currently housing me, my grandma, my little brother, 2 of his friends, and my 2 younger cousins whos Mom is in prison and whos dad is on drugs and won’t get help or be there for his kids.
She makes $2100 every month & my grandma pays her $700 in rent, but bills and mortgage payments are $3,700 every month – so shes $900 in the hole. That’s not including groceries and healthcare for everyone. Plus my little brothers car just got added to my moms car insurance plan and the place he was working at just closed down, so she’s paying that too.
I feel horrible for staying at my moms again, but without a car it’s been extremely difficult for me to get a job. I just lost another job I got at a restaurant after 3 weeks because my rides were not reliable and I was late. I hate relying on others i am used to being the one helping other people out.
My moms boyfriend will sell me his Jeep for $2,000, but will let me have it for $500 up front and I can pay him the rest in smaller payments.
I want to take my ex to small claims court because he owes me over $1200. I bought him a truck for $3000 and he never paid me back all the way. he ended up skipping town, and once I got over the spite and finally contacted him, he did not respond and blocked me on everything.
i don’t want to take him to court but I need the money really badly, I just can’t afford legal fees at all either way.
My younger brother also owes me $800 because I helped him out with rent at his apartment 4 months out of last year and he hasn’t paid me back either. He just got evicted since I couldn’t bail him out this time. But I can’t take him to court that’s not in my moral values when it involves family.
It just seems like I help everyone out and it doesn’t matter if I’m okay or not. I used to think that if I’m good to others they will be good to me, and it’s hard to come to terms with the truth.
I’m going to apply for food stamps soon. I don’t get tax returns for Postmates because I’m a “private contractor”? or something… I forgot exactly what it said… but yeah. I got my W2 and was all excited and relieved- until I READ the thing and saw that they hadn’t been taking any taxes from me this whole time through Postmates (which is weird because the money deposited into my bank account and my total sales and revenue did not add up…): so that was a big blow. and now I’m here just begging for money.
but please consider helping me out. My prayers would be answered if I got even a fraction of the money for the Jeep to help me get back on my feet and look for a better job while also postmating on the side.
i have a 4.18 weighted gpa and a 3.89 unweighted gpa, and had a scholarship to university right out of highschool, and wasn’t even able to finish my college classes for an associates degree because of past personal issues and all of these current financial issues.
i would love to continue my studies and eventually get a degree in astro physics, religion, psychology, and business. An art degree would also be nice. I just feel like I’m meant to do great things and I’m unable to perform in life at my full potential.
I spent the last 2 years in a nonstop major depressive episode and was just starting to get better and feel normal these last few months, and now BOOM life is getting unbearable.
even if you don’t want to donate: I saw the band Seether in concert with my ex 2 years ago and bought up VIP passes which got us a picture with the band and we both got signed posters, if anyone would like to buy these posters i would be glad to sell/ send them to you if you contact this phone number +1 (559) 574-3254.
Or if you need more info and want to add me on Facebook or something before donating then id consider it.
This number is from a free texting app called “text now” so I don’t use my real phone number.