Hey All, how familiar are you with the Atlas youth? Young adults who care enough to do their part, maybe even more, in holding up the world. Well i’m A part of that plight. Unfortunately it seems on my side of the globe the the atlas youth are being wrapped up in a Sisyphus noose. I want to work, study, give back positivity and a helping hand to the world but honestly my mental health is collapsing. It looks like im headed to a future of rambling on the streets or just fading into oblivion, because it’s hard to be Sisyphus and Atlas at the same time. Work, be there for people, be there for myself , exist in a chaotic space just to keep all the other gears turning.
I need space to get my head in order not be someones puppet, not be driven further into mental decay. I’m just about out of life energy, I want to have time and space to write a book, my dream, so when I cant physically hold up the world around me I can still be a light.
I currently physically live in an environment synonymous to hell where the occupants want everyone to be stuck, and no one to get better, have you ever seen people actively transmute positivity to negativity. I’m in the lions den, and I’m clinically at a breaking point. Even if just for 2 months I want to move into a place where I can breathe and figure out what it’s going to take for me to not collapse. I want to be a pillar. I’m asking for 3,000$ for apartment rent and bills. A space where I can actively heal so I can go back into the world with my head on straight. I don’t want unemployment because I can work when I’m well. If you can help and truly get what i’m saying please do, I don’t take in anything without intentions to transmute them into enough light for a group. paypal.me/AtlasYouthSisyphus