I am writing this in anonymity. It brings me great shame that I even have to ask for this. I need a donation and/or loan ( I can pay back within two months) of $4000
Two years ago I moved with the biggest of dreams. I was working for myself running a small but profitable digital media company. I was making the most money I have ever made and it was amazing. I was so proud of myself.
Fast forward to present day, the company ended up driving me mad. I was a one person show and the requests from clients and my own troubles with setting boundaries caused me to get extremely depressed, gain weight, and just overall be unhappy. My work suffered because of this and my business “went under”. Since January I have been struggling to pay my bills. I only have rent money, utilities money and sometimes extra for food. Food has become optional. I finally decided that until I am where I need to be .. I need to downsize. I found the perfect place where I can live. I even found the perfect persons to sublease my current place. Life began to look up.
Until my longterm boyfriend broke up with me. I know my depression and being withdrawn was a big reason for it. When I am stressed I am the worst possible version of myself. I’m unhappy, angry, anxious etc.
I have had thoughts of suicide since I was 15. For the past 4 months those thoughts have been raging and I am doing my best not to listen to that voice within my head.
I have no family in the immediate area and this hurts me so much.
Though I am still hurt from this situation I know I need to prosper on.
So I need help to do so.
So I want to use the money this way.
$1250 will go toward my current rent so I can pay off my balance.
$2000 will go towards a deposit/security on my new apartment.
$300 (give or take.) will go towards getting a professional company to come into my current apartment and clean the floors and clean the carpets.
$300 (pet deposit) for my new apartment
$150 (apartment fees) admin/ apartment fees for my new place.
$1000 The rest would be living expenses until my new job kicks in.
Thank you for even considering and reading this far. Thank you for donating and thank you for not donating.
I appreciate every thought and well wish.
If you would like to help www.paypal.me/strugglingwoman