First, thank you for reading. Time is money and money is time. I mentioned in the title of this request “that I’ve done it by the book” and I truly have (at least I think that I have). I entered undergrad upon graduating from high school, graduated ug in 4 years, magna cum laude, entered a job in my field months after graduating (social services field) and eventually earned a master’s degree. I have been financially independent…never asking my parents for a dime…after all, they did their part by raising me in a stable, 2 parent household. I’ve held legitimate employment, given 110% to my employers and been thankful for every opportunity that I have been given.
I am not a big spender, I’ve worked up to 3 jobs at a time and had the same car 13 years after graduating from undergrad. Yet, I’ve still managed to miss the mark. I have never married. I am single and I have no children. Oftentimes I regret some of my life’s decisions because I feel utterly alone, but I do have my dog’s unconditional love. For that I am thankful. My family and I have been estranged for the past 6 months because they found out that I am a lesbian. They are very religious and proud. I believe I have embarrassed them, despite the things I have achieved.
I managed to make it through a layoff but it set me back some.
At this moment, I find myself needing $3500 to catch up on my mortgage. Any help will be appreciated. Easing this burden will help with my depression and anxiety. I know it isn’t the end of the world if things continue to sour… but I am afraid to find out.
Asking others for help is extremely difficult for me but maybe the universe is allowing me to learn through this process. If you feel inclined to help me, my cashtag (via cashapp) is $energyascurrency
Thanks again for reading. The very act was kind. Light and love to all souls. I look forward to paying it forward soon.
The image I attached was one of the last communications I shared with my father before he learned about my lifestyle. It means a lot to me. Thanks again.