I pray that someone will here my cry for help. I am out of my mind with worry. Can’t sleep and crying all the time. I’m in arrears with my mortgage and scared out of my wits. I had been paying but missed 2 months now since Christmas and I’m so worried if I could somehow get asap I would be somehow back on track and could pay each Month going forward but otherwise, these months are missed and I’m dreading waking up every morning I just can’t face the day and I cry myself to sleep and worry nonstop during the day. The bills are mounting up also before Christmas that I can’t face opening them it makes me feel physically sick the cooker went at Christmas and my boiler went in Novt it’s still not fixed because it’s an old one and I need to find and old replacement one so don’t have have any hot water or heating but have an electric shower and electric heaters Thankfully. my freezer packed up also in January but I just use the fridge instead and my cat was diagnosed with a tumor on 31 Dec which cost a lot on vet bills he sadly passed away last week and this sent me further over the edge. I have never ever felt so low or sad in my life. I consider myself to be a go and kind person and would help anyone I’ve never borrowed anthing ever in my lifetime from anyone so this letter is extremely hard to write but I’m so scared. I don’t know what else to do I can show you any proof without hesitation if you like so you can see my situation is completely genuine. I don’t really have anyone to ask for money and anyone, I do know I just know they wouldn’t have it and would be too embarrassed to even ask..I would be more than happy to offer this money back any person if they did help me.I would be on a mission to pay it back and would feel better if I did. I just want you to know that I’m a truly genuine person if you are a person of faith than please ask for guidance if you have any douth to help me or not. I hope and pray that someone someone hears my cry’s for help because I just can’t face another day living this way.. I just want to pay my immediate bills and the 2 months arrears any proof will be given freely just ask. I can give you 100% proof to show you this is 100% genuine you have now idea what this would would do to my life.. how if really would help me out of the darkness and help me to face life again… and sleep at night and not put my face up the covers every morning when it starts to get light outside because I just can’t face another day. who ever you are reading this if your in any douth please don’t pass by let me prove to you that I’m 100% genuine. I can give you w any proof that you want in confidence.. I’m praying for a financial miracle to help and that’s all I have. Thanks for reading.