Hello from Texas,
My name is Natashia Fischer and I’m from Houston, Texas. I am reaching out to you today to ask for your financial assistance.
I have found myself in a situation that I desperately need help with finances not only for my family but to also carry out a rather passionate endeavor of mine. In October of 2018, I was dealing with the aftermath of a herniated disc and the surgery from it. Three months later, I received news that I was diagnosed with cervical cancer, followed by emergency surgery, all while trying to maintain a family life and employment. I don’t know how it goes for most, but I do know that for those in my family who have been diagnosed with cancer and have had a job for some reason lose it. I don’t know if it’s a worry to others thinking we’re just going to die at a moment’s notice, but it’s not always that way. When I received the news from my employer that my position was no longer needed, it came as a very hefty blow. I found myself needing help to deal with this stress. I needed help because I was in an incredibly dark place. When I go to a doctor to seek help, the first thing that happens is I was immediately put on an antidepressant, but then told right after that that should I experience any aggressive level suicide attempt that I would be put in a facility for 72 hours and that any other help beyond that would have to come from someone else. This made it incredibly hard to confess to anyone that I have any type of problem and that I need help. Literally for the fear of being put away, being locked up all, the possibility of losing my son, just because there’s something wrong in my head.
After months of trying on my own, I figured out what it took for me to find my way out of this darkness. This is without the need of more antidepressants, without the need for pills of any form. I realize that in no way can I be the only one going through something like this. That the suffering I was going through was so intense such to the degree that I would never want something like this to happen to another person. I found myself almost put on a mission (if you will) to put together a program that incorporates meditation and CBD to help find balance with pain management.
I have tried to understand stock investments. I’ve tried to figure out ways of making $100 grow into something more. While I would like to think I am clever, smart, and all that…I fall short on understanding money as a whole. I’ve lived a life of living paycheck-to-paycheck. I have not had the luxury of saving. Much of it does to work, school, and family. It just seems like I never had enough to put something aside and when I do I find myself literally needing that extra $5 to get through the week to put in for gas. I came across a website suggest that you could try just asking “wealthy to do people” for help financially. So, here I am doing just that. I feel that with this healing process that I’ve been trying to not only form as a program for others but also implemented in my own life that overcoming fear is one of the biggest challenges. I fear to ask for the help of any kind. Fear that asking for anything will one day come as a punishment. It’s horrible stress and I’m trying hard to rid myself of it. With that said, would you consider helping me financially?
What I would ultimately like to do is build a CBD oil company that includes pain management. While there is a whole lot that I can do on my own, there’s just a lot that I need others to do because of my physical limitations regarding my back
I think that as I keep moving forward, I will find myself needing something else in the long run. I’m an artist in my own time so I very much find myself getting into a project and all of a sudden I realized that I ran out of the red, and now I need to go buy some new red. Red paint, red pencil… whatever the medium of red is. However, what I would think or believe should happen is that there should be some type of revenue by that point to then pay for something that is the variable. What I’m asking for is three hundred and fifty thousand dollars to help me launch this endeavor, to then hire the three people that I want to work for me, and then see this money also being able to help me sustain some type of life so that I can continue being in a positive state of mind, continuing to be a positive role model to those that really feel lost and alone in very troubling situations.
At this current juncture, I have no idea if what I’m asking for is too much or even too little. What is important, at least even for me at a fundamental level, is that I’ve asked for help. I put myself aside for just a moment, swallow the pride, sat the ego down, and just simply asked for help. I assure you that I would have turned to family a long time ago. However again, I do not have the luxury of family. My mom has been gone for a while now and she was a very small family that only lived to get by. My father exists, but not as a dad to me. I don’t think I’ll ever know him as that. I do have a younger brother. However, he is stationed in Germany and I don’t have the type of relationship I wish I could with my brother. Aside from my son Gabriel and my significant other, they are the only true family that I have. So it’s saddening for me that I was the breadwinner I was the money maker and now that I’m not I don’t know how to provide for my family anymore and it’s not been easy trying to find a new job just at the drop of a hat it’s if anything it’s been the worst job hunt search ever in the multiple years that I have been working and I started working when I was 14 and I am 38 now. In no way am I looking for an easy way out, if anything I’m asking for the resources to try and work harder, to work towards betterment for my family and for the future of mankind.
Thank you for your time and attention.