I have never asked for help in my life. I have 3 beautiful children, a hardworking husband, house and pets. We have had the normal heartache over our many years together but have also tried our best for our family and friends.
My husband is a self employed builder we have spent 15years building up the business. About 5 years ago We got dumped on by the then business partner that left us £10,000 in debt. My daughter got seriously ill and almost didn’t survive, she was in hospital for a month, obviously this had a knock on effect to the business. We struggled on and clawed ourselves back on track. About 2 years ago things started to go wrong, Labourer’s not doing the required work, leaving early without our knowledge, not up to scratch work. We then had to go back and redo the work, costing us More money and time off other jobs. I’ve had a breakdown and tried so hard to keep everything together for my family, but everything is in a downward spiral. No money coming in, bills not being paid. My husband working all the hours 7 days a week and any money we get goes on paying company debts off as the bailiffs became involved.
I had have my parents bringing food around as some weeks I couldn’t even do this. My husband wanted to end his life earlier in the year and this is constantly on my mind that he is going to.
We are good people and my mind is completely messed up with where to turn next. Our house looks in trouble and I can’t lose this too. My first baby Billie was born here that I lost. I have had my kids here and breaks my heart to think I can’t give them a secure roof over their heads, because of actions from others. I literally am at the end of my tether but try so hard for my children. They are my world and I would do anything to protect them. I can’t see a way out now, thank you for taking time out of day to read this, god bless you