Hello and thank you for reading this and bless those able to give. On most occasions the dark cloud lurks and the craziest things begin to happen from corrupt industry we have worked in to the normal things breaking during the worst times within our family business and home items that are needed. During the slow season I will take blame on handling money poorly and also losing out on a lot listening to those who have lied and not able to do anything until catching them in the act I just want to get things back on track as we have a home and we are doing our best selling items to make it okay on grocery and bills and raising a 2 year old. The biggest thing is taxes to pay and I know not to just pay everything off in receiving money to put against it as it needs to be one day at a time. The biggest items are the mortgage and second mortgage that was placed for medical billing. With the high interest we are just falling further into the money pit. It averages to 127,000.00 I am not asking for the full amount as a few thousand would get me through this month. No matter what I am doing my best to stay out of the dark cloud of anxiety with money and am truly embarrassed asking online as I wish to stay confidential and just help my family and hopefully be able to get through this time and help others when I am able. Please know that this helps more than you will ever know.