This is a painfully honest post… but.. I’m willing to try any option that I have. ( ethically ).
A couple years ago, while being a supervisor at one job during the week, and bartender on the weekends for another, I began to make more extreme choices in my life. At least, more frequently. I’ve always been a bit more of a “risk” than my friends.
I ended up becoming addicted to gambling. After creating myself a hole, I finally quit. I haven’t gambles in 2 years now.
I have a good paying job at the moment at $25 an hour honestly… things have slightly gotten better, but, with bad credit and high interest rates from credit cards during my darkest times, I just can’t seem to recover
A couple months ago, I considered suicide however l, do to my best friend, as well as having a BS in therapy, I decided to check into a mental hospital. It was a positive experience, one that seems to have changed and even saved my life. But even that came at a cost of a $3000 bill after insurance, not to mention my already existing debt.
There, I found out that I’ve actually been living a bipolar life without medication for 27 years. I am now adjusting to the medications, making clearer and better decisions, and really trying to recover from the times that pulled me down financially and mentally.
Im not saying I deserve anyone’s help, but I am begging. This suffocating feeling of not being able to clear up a couple things in my past to allow me a brighter future has been a true depression pit of my life.
My goal is $5000, however, ever dollar counts even 1 dollar.
If anyone one who sees this is willing to help someone making an effort to recover, even if not deserving, I would greatly appreciate it beyond what I can describe
if you have taken the time to read this, thank you
i added a picture of my face, so that you can have a face for the person begging you. Again, thank you for your time
my paypal link is