Hello there, I suffer from anxiety and clinical depression since 2011. I make 500$ a month which hardly cover rent and bills. I just need some to pay for my medical expenses(antidepressant and doctor visits) which I cant afford and I struggle so much without them unfortunately. they cost exactly: 479 $ a month. which is almost my entire income. so, I have 2 choices either I spend my monthly income to cover my medical bills and live on the street or pay my rent and bills and stay without medical support which is very hard to handle with my severe anxiety and depression. I hope someone can help me out.
I just want to have enough money to pay for the basic stuff in my life but its really as a student with depression the next semester is my final semester from college then I will hopefully graduate. but I cant focus in my studies without having my basic needs as a human being. thats why I need your help. I want to beat my depression and succeed in life but its extremely difficult in my circumstances
If I have my basic needs then I will be able to focus on my studies but without my antidepressant its super hard to study. I hope none of you suffer from it. and I won’t wish it to my worst enemy.
life is painful with depression. I don’t have any social life or friends. the things I use to enjoy doing I no longer do. sometimes I wish I was never born and think of some dark things. I wish if someone would donate 2k-3k and I’ll be relieved from having to find money to pay for my treatments and can concentrate on my studies only next semester and graduate.
If I get the proper support I really feel like I can beat this thing or at least make it better. Depression is different from any other disease, most diseases when u get them you are afraid to die but when you get depression u wish that you die so you don’t feel the indescribable pain you suffer from.
I hope some kind hearted people can sympathize with my situation and help me out.
depression has paralysed my life completely it makes the easiest things you do the hardest things for someone with depression. no one can understand the pain that I go throw on daily basis. my days are the same, the only difference is the scale of depression that I have that day some days are worst than other and some days are better. but even at my my best days I still feel depressed and want to do nothing but lay on my bed.
I feel like my life has stopped since I got it. I don’t feel my self growing or maturing at a personal level because you got to have experiences in life to grow and mature but I got no experiences since Im always avoiding socializing and always alone and never go out of my home unless I have to.
I hope you can help me out and hopefully one day I’ll be the one who helps people out