A lot of people would look from the outside and say I am blessed. Little do they know Iam living in a prison cell. I had a knee replacement surgery a few days ago and I had to pretty much stop my life to ‘ get better’ from a pain that consumed me the last few days of 2023. I have 4 kids and a spouse, but I am drowning. I have no life. Today is my birthday and all I can think is, how did I get here? All I do is for someone else, and I don’t have anyone in my life that cares for me. My husband drinks so heavily and since I don’t work, I have to put up with a lot. If I had the strength and money I would leave forever and never look back. But I can’t even walk now. I hate the victim mentality, but I can’t even find a legit way to make money online just scams.
I saw this on YouTube the other day, maybe is another scam. Nice people don’t really exist right? Or do they?
I guess its happy birthday to me, to another year at least.