My name is Kylie. I’m an eighteen-year-old college student raised in an extremely Christian household with a conservative family. I’m sexually active and I recently found out that I’m pregnant, even though I always use protection. I’m so insanely scared. I’m already struggling to provide myself with student loans and car payments and insurance and food and my job barely pays minimum wage. My medical insurance doesn’t cover abortions. There is absolutely no way I can support a child, and I know if I go to my family for help, they will force me to keep the baby while not offering me any backing. I can’t do this on my own. It will destroy my future.
I know this is asking for a lot, but I’m desperate. I don’t want my life to be ruined by one mistake, and I’m scared my parents will disown me if they find out I’m pregnant. Since my school year is almost over, that means I won’t have anywhere to live in the summer. I can’t end up pregnant at a women’s shelter. I don’t have any friends nearby where I go to school, and I’ve lost all of my high school friends to stay with. I’m so scared. I don’t know what to do. I can’t tell the father. He’s not well off either and I don’t want to put any pressure on him and I don’t want him to try to convince me to keep it or try to marry me because it’s the ‘right thing’.
I’m so scared that this will be the end of any life I had planned, the end of both of our lives. I’m studying to become a nurse and I’m almost done with my first year. I’m about eight weeks pregnant now and I’m trying really hard to afford the pill, but it feels like my paycheck is gone before I even see it. Please help me, if you can. I don’t know what to do. At my nearest clinic in Texas, an EMA costs almost $700. I don’t have much time before I can’t get an abortion at all in my state. It’s illegal at twenty weeks, and at sixteen, it has to be at a hospital and will cost thousands of dollars. It feels like my life is falling apart. I’m so scared. Please help me.
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Thank you so much for your kindness. You’re saving my life.