One can only imagine the devastation and pain we feel from losing a loved one, especially the love of our life or our soulmate. I Never imagined this day would ever be a reality in our life nor has the thought been put such earthshattering event. On January 4th I lost my job and only few weeks later on January 20th, 2019 I lost the love of my life, my best friend, my life partner, my soulmate to a car accident that send him into freezing water. Due to injuries sustained from the accident and windshield being below zero that night, he didn’t have much of a surviving chance and passed away shortly after. At the time, I was at home and my heart felt something was wrong. After making few phone calls and checking with local hospital, my worst nightmare was confirmed when doctor informed me that he had passed away, my knees buckled, my heart shattered and my should ached in pain and left me unable to speak and say anything back to the doctor. I went into hysterical panic and tears and screaming is the only thing I was able to do. Sickness that came over my stomach, was unbearable, even breathing became impossible. The news not affected me emotionally and physically but also mentally. Going to the hospital to see him was the hardest thing I’ve had to do, knowing that there he was, laying on the ER table, unable to speak to me, look at me or even make eye contact and this was my last glimpse of the man I’ve planned the rest of my life with. I couldn’t stop telling him how much I loved him and how much happiness he was able to bring to my life, I couldn’t believe that I was talking to him for the very last time. I desired nothing more than to be in heaven with him and couldn’t understand how ones life so precious and so priceless be taken away in just mere seconds. I’ve asked God why numerous times in hopes to hear something in gesture of a sign but more I pleaded, deeper I feel into a dark place in my life. I couldn’t sleep, I couldn’t eat, I couldn’t find the motivation or desire to exist. Eventually, the financial responsibilities and obligations that remained were overwhelming on top of struggling to deal with my soulmates untimely departure. Funeral cost alone neared $10,000 and Hospital bill was well over that amount. Hearts stopping life hurtle came to an astonishing $23,000 expense that I simply had no way of paying when it was all set and done. So I am here today to beg and plead with anyone willing to listen to help me in getting back on my feet. I have fallen behind on rent payments, cell phone payments, electric payments and even simple things as not being able to buy food. My mind is barely digesting loss of one person I had in this world, and now its completely up to me to try and survive this tragic event and learn to live again, for both of us. I appreciate anyone that is capable and willing to help me in my journey to get back on my feet and find myself in somewhat of a financial stable standings. Thank you for making a difference in ones life with your kind support and donation.
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