I find myself here hoping for a miracle. Because “hope” is one of the precious few possessions I still have an abundance of in my life. I am asking of you for something that I have been unsuccessful in obtaining. That would be the financial security that would allow me to help someone in need. At this time in my life, I find myself at a crossroad. I’m standing at the edge of the total destruction of my life, my children, my family, my marriage, and my health and I am desperate. If I don’t find a way to successfully defeat my addiction soon, I’m afraid of just continuing this downward spiral until I have lost everyone I cherish and ruined everything. Generally, I have been able to hide my addiction from my family but the guilt I feel is soul crushing. I’m disgusted with myself because I haven’t been able to defeat this and have withdrawn from everyone in my life. I can’t stand looking in their eyes day after day and feel like I’m lying about who I am inside. I want so badly to be a positive role model to my daughters and they are young enough that I still have time but it’s quickly slipping through my hands. I am trying to be as honest and open as I possibly can be. I am in need of inpatient rehabilitation for my addiction. I don’t feel deserving of your time or your money but for the sake of my family, I am willing to try anything to heal myself. Because they do deserve better. They deserve to have a mom that can be 100% emotionally and physically available to them. I have tried everything I can think of to beat this on my own but I am in need of real help. Unfortunately, rehabilitation is costly and I don’t have access to the $10,000-$15,000 that is realistically needed to get into a facility that can offer the medical, physiological and psychological assistance that will give me access to the tools required for long term success. I am here begging for your help and I can swear to you, I will pay it forward if given this opportunity. Thank you for taking the time to hear my plea and helping me do right by my loved ones. You will literally be saving a life.
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