It’s funny how life will humble you out. I would never imagine myself begging for money. If my grandmother was alive she would be very disappointed in me asking. You see she had a lot of pride and because of it she struggled. Even til the end she didn’t tell anyone she had cancer. I found out because of the hospital floor. I was on was a cancer floor. I only had one week with her. I am upset that she didn’t tell anyone. We could have gotten help early for her. She choose to go in it alone. no one should be alone that’s why I don’t have a problem in asking for help. If my grandmother was here today I would tell her that I’m only human and everyone needs help at one time or another.
I’m here today because I need 3,000.00.
Part of it for a deductable. I need to have a egd done and I can’t have the procedure unless its paid. I don’t have a bill to post because The doctors won’t start until I pay the deductible.
The other part to take my kids on a vacation. I told them if they got good grades I would take them to some where fun. Guess what, they got good grades. When I told them that I had a business and since then the business has closed. What a lot of people don’t know is a business may look like it doing well but there are a lot of cost and hard work being put in. As a owner I never earned a dime. I worked from sunset to sundown. I put everything into it. Then you have workers who don’t want to work and call in. Now, I’m short handed and have to step my game up. Although, I know the true reason. Whenever its nice outside you always get call ins. The funny thing is whenever its pay day no one calls in or are ever late funny how that works. I loved having my own business but what destroyed me was the location. Would I do it over again. I would but with what I know now. I would definitely would make some changes. That’s one thing for sure. It is hard but if you have the funds to make it than your good. I didn’t I just had the the drive. When the funds ran out I knew it was over. I also believe if my children were older I could have made it. When it’s your own you treat it different. When other people work for you they don’t know the tears and the sweat that you put in it but your children do. They have seen you.
What I have learned is sometimes in life it’s okay to ask. It’s even better if you can do a full circle and pay it forward after receiving help. In which I plan to do. I’m just in a funk right now and as soon as I’m able to I will reach out and return the favor. I have always helped others never in a million years I would think I would need help. Once I’m back on my feet I promise to help not someone but many.
I truly believe everything happens for a reason.
Thank you, for reading and thank you, if you decide to help.