Mine is the story of addiction, not necessarily meth, and getting help. I tried to quit smoking last year and took Chantix. It made me smoke more so I quit that. Suddenly, I had the urge to buy things…ALOT of things. I was buying so many things that it was Christmas at my mailbox for over 8 months. I have a shopping addiction. Because of that, I have got behind on all my bills, my credit cards are maxed out and I’ve lost my job because of the Panic disorder I have when I try to leave my house. That started last month, the not being able to leave my house without a full blown panic attack. I’ve seen 3 doctors under severe duress and they just want to pump me full of pills. I don’t want that, I want a behavioral therapy. I see another doctor next week and I hope to get what I need then. But I can’t pay my bills now. I’ve been trying to sell all the things I’ve bought, but it’s slow sell. I’m starting a blog about my journey where I will set up a store to sell things and hopefully provide guidance for fellow addicts. Addiction comes in all forms, whether it be substance, or shopping, its all relative. Please help me support myself while I go on this journey. All donations will be accepted.
My house is almost half payed off and I don’t want to lose it. I put the money I make from selling stuff on my electric and other bills.
Thank you for your support!