I’m trying to find a generous person that would give me a large lump of money to pay off my loan of £24,800. My whole life has been filled with people that have just taken from me. Literally picking parts away from me and leaving me destroyed. It has been filled with loss, pain more pain, torcher, anguish and abuse. This has left my brain broken with my heart shattered and empty. I always put others before me giving my last penny away if someone needed it and now I can’t pay my bills. I can’t work a normal job as my mental health medication won’t let me so run a small business from home. I had an accident last year and was 2 days away from my life support being turned off. Lucky my body kept fighting and 2 and half weeks later in intensive care I was slowly started getting better. The huge amount off time unable to do anything meant my business suffered. I didn’t get paid and have no family left alive to support me when in needed it. My money problems have been down hill rollercoaster since then and I’m ready to just give up. I have fought to survive my whole life and no one I know, have read about, seen on the TV comes close to what I can say has been my existence on this earth. No one had suffered the way I have. If I could write a book I would make a fortune. I’m now left with no other option. I need saving now. There has to be someone out there who can save me. I don’t need time or energy, I need money. That awful physical thing that can make it break a person. For me every penny that passes through my hands is important and I’m grateful for it. If someone could please help me you would be changing someone’s life. I’m a good person with good morals. I don’t do drugs or have any addiction. Even broke and on the brink of loosing my home I still give my monthly donations to my charities. I don’t eat so I can feed my two rescued dogs properly and it’s well over a year since I bought a new piece of clothing. Over a year since I could afford my hair cutting, over a year since I bought fresh veg or fruit and the list goes on. I have nothing. I can’t have children from the physical abuse I suffered for years as child so I have me and my beloved animals. I need the universe to find someone with a good soul like me to help and save me, just this once. I’m not asking for a clean slate and all my debt clearing, that’s not reality (even though it would be lovely, I can always dream). If this one debt would be gone I could survive a little longer. I’m asking for the chance to keep going, to keep trying.