Thank you for taking the time to read! I am looking for a miracle. I have always worked hard, but never lucky enough to not struggle. I usually manage to get by but the last year has really flipped my for a loop. We had a horrible hurricane that put us out of work for months, caused severe damage to my fathers home and just reeked havoc on our lives. I found out I was sick in May, have been in and out of the hospital ever since. I have not been able to work and am now not able to cover my expenses. I have officially exhausted my savings and don’t have any options to borrow without employment. It could be many months before I receive disability and it just seems hopeless. I have an eviction notice, overdue bills, a non working car, kids college tuition due and medical expenses that I just cant pay. My fiance and I have postponed our wedding. We have dreamed of a May 4th wedding to celebrate our first date, Star Wars and our extreme love for the movies. I have a fantastic father that has given me the joy of being a true Daddy’s girl. He served in the Navy and gave me a great childhood in every way. He is now a disabled veteran and also notable poet. I want so bad to be able to help repair his home, care for him as he has done for me and take him to do things he would enjoy. I care for him the best I can and would literally do anything for him. I am also the very proud mother of two great kids. Well, they are 17 and 20 so I guess I’m supposed to pretend they are adults but to me they are still the bundles of pride and joy that make my life worth living. I have never been well off, I have always had to pinch pennies and budget every dollar. But my kids made me feel like I give them the world. Yet, I am so ashamed of the struggles we have faced, the sacrifices they endured and all the things they went without. I do not want them to suffer because of me. I want to be able to be proud and have the peace of mind to sleep at night and not worry. I have no set amount that I need. I literally have zero. I work as much as I can, and will do anything I can to help my family. I feel like such a failure and cant take much more. I am terrified that I will be evicted for being behind, have another medical emergency or just not able to afford normal things like presents for holidays, a decent vehicle or a home I wont lose. I am out of time and have to do something. My landlord is very strict, my health is declining and I feel like I am out of options. The stress and depression have really started to take a toll on me. I would love to finally not be behind on bills and be able to help my family and other people when they need it. I am always sad when I hear of other friends or people that are sad and suffering and there is nothing I can do. Please help me get out of a lifetime rut of being behind and struggling. A small miracle, one lucky break, could change my life. I am hoping for my miracle.