Whoever seems to come across this, I just want to thank you for even being here and considering helping someone you dont know. This year has been really heartbreaking and draining for me. I have worked all my life and found myself fighting for my life and my child’s life. I followed all the doctors order, I missed so much work. I fell behind on everything but I just knew it would all be worth it in the end. I suffered for 9 months. In and out of the hospital, bed rest, my entire body itching uncontrollably. I just kept pushing forward. I reached the end and I was just so ready for to my baby girl. I was so ready and excited. I woke up in the middle of the night in labor. I dont have a support system so I drove myself to the hospital but something wasn’t right. I was losing fluids non stop. I get to the hospital and they push me to the side for almost an hour. The doctor finally comes, I deliver naturally but I dont hear a cry. Then 4-5 more doctors rush in, they tell me my baby is having a hard time breathing and she has to be flown to children’s, she never makes it to children’s. No one can tell me why I dont have a child and I am completely lost. I am trying to move forward but it is so hard. I’ve returned to work but now I’m 2 months behind in my rent totalling over $4000, my internet I need for work is soon going to be disconnected and I lost my only means of transportation because I was told I couldn’t leave the hospital until my blood sugar was normal. Now I have eviction court in exactly 6 days and have no way of turning this around. This has just been a nightmare and I want to just wake up. I am just really hoping that someone can somehow find this message and help me. I just want to at least get caught up on my Bill’s so I can have some sense of peace. I am a hardworking woman and never imagined I’d be here. I’ve helped so many people in my life to only find I have no one to help me. This is extremely hard for me to type or even think about cause the whole time all I can do is cry so I will end it here if you can help, my PayPal is below and my cash app is $micamica12
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