How did I end up here? I am a college educated, successful business owner. Or am I? You see I have never had an easy life. But the last few years, I just can’t take anymore!! My 3 sons were killed (18,16 &3 yes 3 years old) in a horrific incident with a tanker truck that exploded and they were gone. Just like that. Never another hug, kiss, or I love you again! How do you live through that? They were on the way to pick their sister up from school as they did all the time. But God wasn’t ready for her, I can only say thank goodness! I really don’t know where I would be without ALL of them. That was just the beginning… I got cancer. Not once, but twice. Surgery after surgery. Chemo. Treatment after treatment. My daughter who just lost over half her family now scared she was going to lose her mom also. It was awful! All for it to only return a year later. It’s been hell to say the least. Now here we are. I’ve had COVID- and was hospitalized for a while. Got behind on EVERYTHING. Lost the business and now out home. I mean how can you run a business and pay the mortgage laying in a hospital bed barley breathing? We’ve now been evicted without notice (YES, they can do that now! The govt. does what they want and we don’t matter). I can not explain the feeling of seeing your only child crying and hurting after everything else and now seeing everything we own laying broken or in big trash bags piled on the sidewalk in the rain in front of what you thought was going to be her forever home. We have nothing. We were not allowed to go back and get any clothes or anything. Not even the boys ashes or belongings. Does anyone even care? How did I end up here? I never in a million years though I would be a person starting from room to room or in our car!! Never!! We’ve lost it all. All I have ever wanted to be was a mom and own a house that my kids didn’t have to move from place to place! I can’t seem to do either. Cancer.. sickness and death = Homelessness and desperate! If you can help in anyway, please let me know!