2018 started a great year. I was happily married with 2 little girls only 1 and 2 years old. Stable job. Home. The American dream. My wife whom I dearly love fell to addiction and left our little family in May 18. Between the onslaught of despair and the daily stress, I lost my job. Our world completely fell apart. November 2nd, I swallowed my pride and placed my girls with my father as we were losing our home. I packed everything we owned into a storage unit and a bag into our little car, determined to fight for our existence. After a month of gas expenses, horrible diet and 100’s of applications, I finally had a job with a possible future, UPS, just seasonal was all I needed. I just knew it. Sending money for the kids and saving every penny I could, I managed to get to March 4th 2019 and our little car decided it couldn’t take to the road life any longer. Now loss of my only transportation and shelter, ultimately my job. I grabbed my 2 bags and headed a decent plot of forest. After just the little time I was able to pay 3 months on the storage unit and buy whatever possible to ensure survival with the 900 I had left to my name. Now my capable range for possible work having been greatly diminished, I began my plight as a homeless man, frustrated and eventually beaten down. Struggling and dwindling from a healthy 210 pounds of muscle to 150 and deathly, still searching for work, having lost our storage unit, and being eerily aware of my distance to the soup kitchen that opened only for lunch. I was blessed with yet another job within a warehouse, transportation given. I had my opportunity in my hands! October 2019, I set everything I had to succeed. December 2019 I used the key to my first home in over a year and immediately began the mental breakdown of where my girls would lay in their beds, what needed to be child proofed and where next years tree would go. Still wondering if my wife will ever be around to bring us whole again. Bought a little car for 500 and began working on the every flaw I could. Knowing this was it! February 4th. First round of layoffs and with zero seniority. I’m left to job applications galore, 72 dollars to make it through. I already spent everything on deposits, fees and taxes etc. I’m panicked. I have no follow on job and picking through piles of phone numbers, application’s, and still no closer to having a job. Vehicle still not road worthy, getting cited for having a vehicle in non-working order for over 30 days, was towed. Facing the streets yet again. I’m in dire need of help. Credit is still shot, family can’t afford to help, I am begging please. PLEASE help me save my little girls home! I have rent of $575/ mo. and utilities in danger of being shut off as of Feb 18th 2020 when offices reopen. My phone bill is 100 even. Total bills run roughly 895. A little food, I am running with a total 1000 that I am needing. I greatly appreciate the time and effort alone in reading this. Anything helps. Please help my family. My girls are all I have left.