Hi good people of the world! My name is Kamla and I need your help. I lost my job due to covid 19 and since then I have been living off of savings.
i haven’t paid my rent in 3 months but my landlord has been understanding thus far. I understand I can’t stay at the apartment without paying. Last week she told me she couldn’t afford to keep me and that if I don’t start paying something I would have to leave.
I don’t have any where to go or anyone to ask for help.
I don’t even have any food and I eat one meal a day with granola bars in between.
Im also on antibiotics for 5 months, I have 1 month to go again but I can’t afford it. My insurance won’t budge to cover and I need to finish the course.
Before COVID-19 I was living with my abusive boyfriend, he would hit me and verbally abuse me and make me feel worthless so I just left. I thought I would still have my job and make it on my own but that didn’t work out.
I’m so depressed and sad all the time, I have no one to turn to. My parents can’t afford to give me anything. I’m having such a hard time dealing with all of this. I just feel like all the bad things are happening to me all at once and I really can’t deal with it. There are a lot of days when I consider just ending my life because it’s too much pressure.
I am always helping people close to me and now when I need the help no one is around to assist me. I feel all alone in this messed up world. I have no support and no one on my side.
My bank account is now in the negatives, I got a letter stating that if I don’t put any money it they are going to close the account. Everything is just so frustrating and hard to deal with, especially alone.
I realized I don’t have any genuine friends because I asked my best friend to stay by her for a while, until I start back working, she said yes but haven’t been taking my calls since.
Im not asking for handouts, I’m asking for a chance of redemption to prove to everyone that I don’t need them and I can manage on my own. If I could get a job right now I would. I love working. But is hard to get a job right now during this pandemic.