Devoted Christian man, 30 years of age with a one year old son and an eviction notice to leave my apartment this Sunday. God wouldn’t put us in positions we couldn’t handle.. right? It’s very hard to have faith when you’re given days to figure out where you’re going to live in 2 days.
being raised by a lower middle class family that did well in everything but support. support in simply being there when necessary. Somehow we all got together when our relative passes.. that’s actually the only time we unified. My sons mom left me for her ex boyfriend with our baby, an apartment, car note, utilities, miscellaneous bills; food, child care etc. our son is only a 1 in a half old. I moved from Alabama to be with the woman I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with and instead I was blessed with my charming son that brightens even the darkest nights. I have until October 23rd to figure out where him and I are going to stay and graciously ask anyone out there to please help me. My plan is to get a motel for a few nights whilst getting a cheap apartment just so my son can have a place to lay his head so I can eventually give him a place he can call home. I have to work or we will not survive this so any donation will help to assist with childcare. I don’t know what I’m doing or where I should go. My family won’t talk to me because I moved away from home to California with a girl that despised and now my own parents won’t even consider taking in my boy temporarily because he’s a “product of that whore” my mom said that when we found out we were pregnant and my dad just sat there. It’s hurts deeply to know my own mom doesn’t look at my son like her own. He’s just a boy. Why is this happening to me? I’m at the dinner table watching my son make a mess eating his breakfast as I type this and I question if I deserve him. Because God knows I want to run away and leave him but would I be if I followed behind his mother. Selfish. My name is Chris but everyone calls me Chazz and my beautiful son name is Sora. Huge fan of Kingdom Hearts anime always loved that name growing up. When I say anything will help Jesus strike me down if I’m lying, I mean it. I’ve found a place dirt cheap in a city called Long Beach and are willing to help me out if I can pay 3x the monthly rent + deposit. What would keep us afloat until I can find affordable child care so I can work is $5000. Again I have no expectations and grateful there’s platforms like this that exist cause I desperately need a hug and prayers to stay strong for a day I thought I’d never see as a father. Please someone reach out. I don’t want to sleep in my car with my son. I don’t mean to beg but I’m so lost. I’ll work for you, run errands if you’re local it’s just my son will be with me. I don’t know what else to do..
if you supports us I will email you what it is used for so you know I’m not pulling anyone’s leg. You’ll be placing Sora in a better position to smile and continue shining.
sry for the long post!