My name is John Nguyen, Viettanh is my middle name. I am a 26 year old man who is trying to get his life back in order, I have had depression for years now. I managed to work my way out of it the first time but I unfortunately fell back into the slump and would like a second chance. This is kind of my last resort because now the debt has caught up with me and unfortunately has put a toll on my mental health. It hurts a lot, and I understand that they’re are a lot of people like me and what makes me different from them? I’m not, I am just a person who is struggling in life, trying his best to get his life back in order, any steps that he can but can’t afford it anymore. I’m scared if I give up certain things I may dig myself a bigger hole and continue doing that until the inevitable happens. I’ve already made my will and would like to not commit to that, I really want to live but I’m afraid that a part of me, a part of my mind, will all of a sudden say fuck it and go away. I am in a lot of debt and my current job is not giving me enough hours to make pass the interest fees. I unfortunately have bills to pay and a student at a college. I would like to keep both school and pay off the debt but its very hard because I’m afraid if I drop school, I won’t be going back. School is kind of the one of the main things that’s keeping me from quitting everything. I want to continue fighting for my life but this credit card debt is killing me inside. I want to see a therapist/psychiatrist or potentially start new medication to try things out but it all requires money. I’m not insured and sessions and monthly medication could cost a lot. I just don’t have the funds to be able to do that right now. I am begging for anyone to help me. Anything or if at most all or extra, I just would like a jumpstart again somehow someway. Any person that would help me I would also like to keep in contact so in the future I won’t disapoint, I will repay you back greatly. It would take some time, but I will do everything in my power to be successful in life and pay it back. I don’t want to disappoint anymore, I want to make it. I have no one to ask here, I don’t want to burden anyone else for my own problems, I know a few of them wouldn’t have the funds either and everyone else is dealing with their own problems. Anyone, please, I just don’t want to live.
Here is my paypal link
And how much I owe currently. I would like to get rid of this credit card debt so I can just focus on my education, the interest is roughly 600$ and with my current job, I’m not making enough to pay it off every month so time is slowly ticking before it goes over.