To be honest, I recently separated from my narcissistic husband so I am trying to get back on my own 2 feet and become the self sufficient woman I once was. But it hasn’t been easy, as life with this man has therefore turned my entire world upside down. 2 years ago my husband was involved in a drug bust during a traffic stop in which he had our 4 yr old daughter in the vehicle. She was taken by the state. Even though I was not involved in that ordeal they refused to give my child back to me. I was railroaded all the way through the court process and my voice was never heard. I am in a severe see depression because all I want is my little girl back where she belongs. I am trying to find an attorney that can handle this type of case but I cannot afford it and therefore since I am not able to afford it there’s nothing I can really do that will work out in my favor. Second, I am about to be evicted from my home. I am 2 months behind on my rent, and I can’t seem to catch up. Third, I just spent 6 days in the hospital after spending 3 weeks at home with the highest of fevers and body pains. Upon my stay in the hospital I had 2 blood transfusions and they think I have an infection in the valves of my heart and confirmed a murmur. I am beyond petrified to find out any more. Fourth, the engine in my jeep just blew and now I am without a vehicle. It seems like when you really can’t afford for things to go bad, they do all at once! I am so overwhelmed with everything, and most days i am so lost as to where to start I do absolutely nothing. I am stuck, I am depressed and alone. And I’m trying to stay strong so that I don’t go running back to who tried to kill me. I am begging for mercy…. All I need is just a little boost up because I will soon be drowning.
I would be so grateful for your help and the reason I feel I am worthy is because I am a caring and compassionate person who never hesitates to give whatever I have to someone else who may need it. I have been homeless while pregnant, I’ve lived out of my vehicle for months, I’ve watched people walk right by with out even a glance. I have a soft spot for anybody in need and make it a duty of mine to always help with ANYTHING I can whether it be some change, a half a pizza, some water, a blanket, clothes, or a hotel room. I am a good person, I remain true to my values and moral code, and I am honest. I didn’t deserve to lose my baby girl, she is and was my entire world! I am not working full time at the moment because I recently became a student again because I’m trying to better myself and my life. But my husband was my financial support. I have immediate work lined up I just need my vehicle for the commute. I feel like I’m losing everything all at once and I’m scared. I believe that everyone, at one point in time, will need a step up in life in order to regain control of their life. I have no family and I’m now on my own. If I were to be chosen, it would be saving my life!