Hello I’m a 20 year old stay at home military mom, my husband is active duty infantry and as some know for low ranks you don’t get paid much and I’m really tired of trying to make ends meet with the little money he gets paid for basically just bills, groceries we go to our local food bank. Let me tell you a little about my self, I became a mother at a very young age due to rape. I was 7 year old when my biological father first molested me and he continued to do so for 10 years on and off. When I was 14 my father raped me on his weekend to take care of me I was always afraid to speak up due to his threats and fear for my life and my mothers so all I could do is hope that one day it would stop. A couple months into being 14 I found out I was pregnant by his child. At that time I didn’t know what to do I was so young my only choice was to stay pregnant and hid it till I no longer could my mother had kicked me out and I was forced to live with him where he continued to rape me with no care in the world. I’m only explaining this because it gives a little background to my mental health problems and ptsd that he left me with after leaving this country to freely live his life like he didn’t ruin mine. My daughter is now 5 and I’ve recently had another baby girl with my husband after being with him for 4 years. I still battle with ptsd and depression and sever anxiety which makes it hard for me to work out of home. I just really want to feel like I’m helping my family with something like getting a car so we can move around easier or just simple home needs clothes shoes school supplies anything my kids want and not have to say no sorry I don’t have money right now only enough to buy water or toilet paper. I’ve always loved to draw as a way to get out of my head and now I want help to start tattooing and since I was young I loved the art of tattoos. With the donations I receive I will buy equipment to finally start tattooing and make more money with the money you invest in me. If you read all of this thank you for even listening I don’t really get tell my story of surviving.
im resubmitting because I forgot to put my PayPal for donations
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