Hi my name is amber Todd I just turned 23, I’m from a small town in Kentucky where everyone knows everyone.. but I just found this website today and I don’t honestly do this or even know how to do this so please forgive me if I’m doing this wrong because i honestly don’t know what to say or how to say it but I’m sorry in ahead of time if I sound like I’m all over place. I’ll start off by saying that I used to live with my brother and his wife and I would help them watch the kids for them while they went to work 7am -8pm and while doing that I kept a steady job working at a tobacco store and while on top of that I struggled keeping my mental health issues in a good spot.. But I had lost my bestfriend/cousin about a year ago to an overdose it didn’t help that I was pregnant when this had happen, but not long after she passed I ended up having a miscarriage the day after we buried her and for that my mental health just got worse .. but I kept everything balled up(still do) I tried my best to act like everything was okay till about a month and a half ago when my sister in law and I had a little disagreement about what is best for me and basically tired to tell me what I needed to do. I’ve never came to her or disrespected her in any type of way till she told me that I just need to stop feeling the way I do about the things that happened recently well the next morning I woke up to a text message from my brother telling me that I needed to leave that if I don’t leave she was going to take the kids and they will leave.. I couldn’t let my brother lose his family so i left with my boyfriend and we been livening in his car everyday till 2 days ago when got enough money on uber for a couple nights I lost my job because of this and he lost his too at the same time because we needed to have money every day just so we can get something to eat or Even gas to get more money.. he just recently started working for those pay today side gig jobs and I’m still currently looking for what best suits me and my mental health that i been stressing out so much about how we going to eat and how we are going to get around or even how to keep a roof over our heads that I recently started having Seizures that I didn’t even know was possibly from stressing to much. So I been calling around places like churches but they don’t answer or when they do they would tell me to call a different place and that different place does the same. I’ve Even called community action for help but they can’t do anything because we are still considering youth group till we turn 25.. so I decided to ask for help on social media but in the mix of doin that I ended up getting my phone hacked so I had to reset everything and cancel all my cards and get everything new so while doing that I had to get rid of some of my belongings and my personal belongs to even get another night just to have a shower and a bed to sleep in for one more night for us and also get what we have left bagged up for when it comes for us to check out in the morning that we will be in the car again.. this is last resort in attempting to ask for help just for the thought of that I feel like a burden when i do ..
Please If you would like to help any thing will do every dollar counts and I’m very grateful for anything.. thank you in advance and if you wanna know anything or Even check up i don’t know if you can send messages on here but if you can I’ll gladly give you my number..