Hi everyone, I’m 22 and a single mum to a 9 month old baby, my baby currently dosent live with me and here’s why, when she was 4 months old me and her father were still together, i popped out to go shopping for essentials and she stayed at home with her dad who she adored, whilst I was out, my NOW EX fiance, lost his temper and attacked .y baby, he gripped her arms and he bit her, I had to take her to hospital, and we were there a week, social services and the police got involved and he denied doing anything wrong, due to him denying everything I was also blamed, my baby got taken away from me and there was nothing I could do. I travel on 3 buses and 1.5hour journey there and back every day to see my daughter, he dosent bother, I kicked him out of our family home, as I cant believe he could do such a thing! Due to everything which has gone on I’m struggling with a mountain of debt, I’ve fallen behind on rent, council tax and bill, due to having to travel so much to spend time with my daughter, he took a £3000 loan put on my name which is also looming over me, aswell as travel expenses and solicitor fees and I honestly dont know how much longer I can do this, I’ve been burying my head in the sand waiting for a knock on the door, but luckily I’m never home as I’m always visiting my daughter, I’m due to get her back in 3 week, he has finally admitted what he had done, 4 months later. He lied to my face the police and the court for 4 months. As hes admitted everything I am completely in the clear so I am fighting to get her back, shes lived away from me over half her life and it breaks my heart every day, I know shes coming home soon but i just want to try and put a the stress behind me and focus on my and my daughter, my mental health has plummeted and i see no end to my debts, I’m scared I’m going to lose put home and were going to end up on the streets, i cant send my daughter to nursery and work as I cant bring myself to do it, what if it happens again. I couldn’t even trust her alone with her dad never mind a complete stranger! My anxiety goes through the roof just at the thought of her having to go through this again, she cant talk at the minute so if anything happened she wouldn’t even be able to tell me, I just need help. I never thought I’d ever be the person to beg, but here I am, I need to do what’s best for me and my baby, and now I’m not afraid to admit it I really need help I’m desperate. Whatever you can donate no matter how big or how small will make a massive difference to me, I just need a miracle or an angel to help me out of this mess. If you’ve got this far, thank you for taking the time to read this and even if you cant donate hopefully can understand the pain in my heart on a daily basis, and I just ask you say a little prayer for us, and hopefully there will be a light at the end of the tunnel for me.
I wish you much live and happiness