I am needing emergency help. I am disabled my only income is social security disability I was informed by my apartments that they will no longer take section 8 low income as payment. I was informed that I have until December. I do not have the money to move out. Being on a fixed income I barely make it by. I do not have the deposit or the moving fees. My son lives with me. He is recovering from a self-inflicted gunshot wound to the Head, the doctors call him the 1% that lives. The bullet went in one side of his Temple and cracked the other side of his head. He still has bullet fragments inside his head. With my disability check, I take care of him and myself he doesn’t receive any check and the only thing he gets is Medicaid for his doctor visits. I have never asked for money until now that my world is crashing. I would gladly live in the street but I have someone to worry and take care of, it feels like the walls are closing in on me sometimes it feels like I cannot breathe, as a mother you want to make sure everyone’s okay and safe even when you’re not okay. With my situation I cannot sleep at night I toss and turn with anxiety and panic attacks are getting the best of me I promise my son in the hospital I would be by his side through this the suicide attempt. I worry if this would be too much for him and his delicate fragile soul. I can not handle that. Without a deposit and moving fees there is no hope for us. I feel so defeated. I hold back my tears just thinking about the unknown of what’s going to happen to us. My desperation takes me to a dark place in my mind I feel so alone and sometimes I feel so useless . Feeling that we have no hope for us I tried to keep my faith that somehow we will get through it this. I tremble inside almost to the point of being paralyzed with fear. Our time is running out the depression is real anxiety the panic attacks. The uncertainty of my situation gives me a knot in my throat that I can not swallow I would like to wake up feeling without fear scared and hopelessness. I hope I am worthy that people feel my plead and bless us if you can find it in your heart to donate of any kind we would be forever in your gratitude.
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