Firstly, thank you so much for taking the time to read my plea for help.
I’m sure you have read many of these before, girl meets boy, gets married and then boy meets new girl, just so happens that his new girl was my best friend.
So the old age tale of a divorce! I never, ever thought I would be in this position. I had a good life, 3 beautiful children and a husband I adored. I look back on the last 2 years and I don’t know where it all went wrong. I blame covid, lockdown was awful. That’s where we grew apart. When I found out about their betrayal, I admit I ran. I wanted out, I didn’t want to talk about what had happened with anyone, who could I have possibly trusted.
My best friend lived in the states so booked a flight and off I went for 5 months, I had a little in savings to get by out there. Enrolled in a medical coding course which I am currently still studying, the books are rather expensive so I would love a donation towards them so I can complete the course and get a job.
I came back to the UK in November, was sure I would find a job easily, I was wrong, so so wrong. I have had to move back into the family home, I sleep on the sofa, it’s degrading and I cry myself to sleep most nights. I put on a brave face for the children, two are still living at home. I took a job as a delivery driver, it’s been 3 weeks and I still haven’t been paid, I don’t know how I’ll get through next 2 weeks of having to buy gas, my bank account is negative nearly £3000, please, a donation for petrol/gas money would be amazing so I can keep my small job.
When I’m not working, I busy myself with doing cleaning, laundry and cooking. I have no friends in the UK anymore, I started to make a life for myself in the US, made some friends. It’s where I want to be.
I have a little debt, £6568 still to be paid. I would love to be able to afford a flight back to the states, where I can continue with my course and eventually be employed there once I have qualified. Everything just costs so much money, rent alone is so high, not to mention the cost of bills and gas. It seems no one is safe from the ever rising costs of living in a world with 8 billion people.
I never thought I would have to literally be begging people for money but I just don’t know what to do anymore, I’m done being depressed about what happened to me, it’s happened to hundreds of people. I’m ready to take back my life and my happiness but I just need a little helping hand to get on my feet. Once I have decent regular income again, I will spend my free time writing a book. The absolute dream is to open a traditional English cafe in the states.
I just, please, need that helping hand, clearing debt, keeping my job, being able to complete my studies, finding a property to rent, no way I can afford to buy again :(
I would love it if someone or everyone would be willing to help me achieve happiness. I would love to stay in touch with those that do offer me a helping hand, so I can keep you up to date with progress and one day, hopefully repay every penny. Anything you are able to donate is greatly appreciated, more than you’ll never know!
Again, thank you so much for taking the time to read my tear written begging letter.