Hello, my dears. I’m here because I’m in dire need of help. English is not my mother tongue, but I’ll do my best. My name is Anna, I live in Europe and I’m 28.
I’m stuck at the moment, but I don’t want to give up. It got too long to get here and at this point all I want to do is move up and forward, which I found a chance for, but it’s taking too long and my savings for food money and bills are running out. Basically, I had to run away after I lost my mother. I can’t ask my friends because they can’t spare, and I have no family left. I ran away from home around five years ago and I’ve survived doing odd jobs here and there, maneuvring my savings as I could and managing. It sucks. I’ve spent my 20s (22-3 to 28) surviving on scraps and I’m tired of it. I can see the end in the next few months, but I’m exhausted. I have no partner, either, and I don’t have a body that sells online. I have tried.
I’m in the process of selling all my mother has left me, including a property, but it’s taking time and I don’t have enough for the upcoming bills anymore. My bank account is in the negative (picture below). I have an orange cat (a rascal, is what he is, but he’s my life) and he has food, his needs goes before mine for he’s been my only company for the past two years, so don’t worry about that. I’m asking for my own bills for the moment. I don’t want to use him. Once I finish selling I want to spoil him like he deserves for saving my life.
I reached a point where garbage bags piled up along my depression, and I needed help to clean my living space up. I think I have some sort of trauma from living like that, but I need medical attention when I can. It’s too much to ask for here and thankfully once I’m done I’ll be able to afford it, but now my urgency is just to be able to pay for the basic needs.
If someone helps me I’d like to give it back when I can. Anything helps me, truly. Even just 1€.
I’m running out of food money, the electric bill is coming around in a week and I’ll need to buy more gas for the kitchen and hot water soon. I have no car, I use the public transport, so that kind of has it’s not an issue thankfully.
If you’ve read this far, thank you. Don’t feel bad to click away. I understand. I see single mothers asking for money and my case has no kid under my wing, but I still need to ask for help, and so here I am.
Thank you. Bless you. Have a great day and a good life.