I just spent about an hour on here typing just to have everything disappear as for I do not have a computer I am using my Xbox. I am going to try to type all this again. My name is Emmy and I am 45 years old. About 6 years ago I had a brain aneurysm And now I’m on disability. I get no help whatsoever from anyone. I have tried DSS, Salvation Army, Churches, Organizations, I even tried a go fund me page But did not get not even a dollar( That shows you that I have No friends or family That can help.) People say how lucky I was to have survived this, That I was one in a million. But I say everyday I really wasn’t lucky I should have just died. All my life I worked hard since the age of 14 Paid my taxes and dues and helped others along the way. Now that I need help no one is here And it’s the most saddest hurtful thing ever. As I am typing this in my bedroom I am sitting here on my bed with a hat and scarf and gloves and sweaters on with a small electric heater trying to stay warm with my dog. I cannot and will not turn the house heat on as for I already got 2 very high bills that I can not afford to pay. I have about 3 days left of food and that’s with Me rationing Until I get my disability check on the third. If someone can help me at least to pay my Electric bill Which is $415 Or at least to buy some food. The Xbox does not allow me to upload any pictures but if anyone decides to help me I can send you pictures of my bills or whatever you need over my cell phone. Due to my brain aneurysm I am legally blind and get very bad seizures Along with other illnesses that I have to take tons of medications every single day and night. Please someone anyone help me at least a little I am begging you. As I sit here typing this. this I am crying Please someone help me I can’t do this anymore.