Hello & thank you for taking time to read my story!
I am a DV survivor, I have been away from my abuser for almost a year now. I suffered for 6 long years, in a relationship with my children’s father.
he abused me in every single way.
He had control of my entire life, from finances to family. I wasn’t allowed to work, I wasn’t allowed to see my family. I wasn’t allowed to leave the house unless he was with me. He would hit me in front of my kids, scream at, belittle, throw things at me, all while they watched this happen. When I finally got the courage to leave him, last year, I packed my things and was planning on moving in with my parents. A fresh start. I ended up meeting a man that started helping me make plans and have the guts to defend myself and stop being a victim. The last time I seen my abuser in person, face to face I guess you could say, he raised his hand to hit me and I’m not sure what came over me but I hit him first.. no one should lay another hand on a person but I couldn’t stop it. Anyways, he called the police on me. The first and only time I ever raised my hand back/at him and he called the police on me! After 6 years of me just enduring his abuse and making excuses for him… he called the police on me. Shortly after, I found out it was because he found out I was leaving him so he had to have some kind of control over me, some type of way. I was put in jail, taken away from my kids for 2 months over this. Again, almost a year later and I’m still facing problems because of this man and because of me FINALLY defending myself against him.
Between court costs, fines, having to call off work, losing jobs, child care…. I cannot make ends meet. I can’t afford a proper lawyer that can fight for me and help me fight this case to prove that he is the abuser. I have SO MUCH evidence from physical abuse photos, screenshots, statements, police reports, etc to have on my side but what I don’t have is money…. And that is what makes the world go round apparently. All I want and ask for is justice for myself and to stop being made to look like abuser, to be able to pay my bills, keep a job, get this paper trail of nonsense off of me and make this man get what he deserves and to finally face the consequences of what he put me and children through along with all the other women he has done this stuff too, which is more than 3 and I thankfully have the proof of!

I know me asking for this amount is absurd and probably far fetched but between lawyer costs and to catch on bills, it’s what is needed and honestly the bare minimum just to play catch up:(

for any one willing to donate, you’re more than a savings grace and it’s more appreciated than I could ever put into words! Thank you a million times over!!

asking for $1000

https://www.paypal.me/cynnerxo

Hello,

My name is Lindsey and I am 38 years old.  I am writing this because I am looking for some help.  I am currently homeless and on the streets in Santa Ana.  I am super depressed and have been trying to get off the streets for some time now.  I have been through a lot in my life and I am so tired of being taken advantage of, being told I’m scum, getting robbed, stereotyped, degraded and put down all because I don’t have a home to go too.  I lost custody of my 2 kids and I can’t seem to forgive myself for this.  They are healthy and with family, but I still have this guilt that pushes me to want to get high to numb the pain!  This is what my life has succumb too because of stupid decisions I made almost 14 years ago!!  I have reached out to certain people and have just had the door shut on me.  It’s super discouraging to have everyone turn their back on you because I don’t have a place to live and no job.  I know that I have done this to myself and I accept full responsibility for my actions, but that doesn’t mean that I can’t reach out for help.  I’m struggling.  I don’t know what to do.  I just want to take a shower and wash my hair!!!  Is that too much?  I’m not a bad person and I still look decent, but inside 8 am dying and crying scared.  You can’t cry while living on the streets!  I need to find a motel to crash at for a bit because if I don’t, I’m going to lose it.  I have a dog that needs my full attention and I’m running low on food for her as well.  I would be lucky to eat food myself everyday, but my pup comes first and I make sure she’s well fed.  I am a good person, I am just lost and am asking for some help!!!!  The last 2 nights have been the coldest and it’s only getting colder!  I’m already feeling sick.  I’m just asking for help with a place for me and my dog.  To shower and eat and be warm and finally get some sleep.  I’m sleep deprived because you don’t get to sleep on the streets.  I’m a mess to be honest.  If you can find a way to help me, I really am truly appreciative and grateful.  Please don’t look at me as some freak or disgusting homeless girl.  I am a person looking for guidance.  Please help me and my dog stay warm and I need to eat.  I can’t take this anymore.  I’m losing hope!!;

paypal.me/lindsdawg1503

Hello and thank you for choosing to read my request. It is really a long story, and it breaks my heart every single time I tell it. I would like to say, before I go any further, I am not asking for something for nothing. I am 50 years old, mother of 3 and grandmother of 3. I’m a college student studying for my Associates of Science in Business Administration Degree and fully intend on acquiring a Bachelor’s Degree with a concentration in Entrepreneurship. I am capable of a better quality of life, but I have found myself in a situation that affects many members of my family and there is a time limit that has put pressure on me in a way I am not prepared for

In short, I lost 2 job, my car and apartment while caring for my elderly father. His needs were demanding and his disposition was foul, nonetheless, this is what you do for your loved ones, so  I moved in to care for him around the clock. I watched as he struggled to stay positive. He was trapped in a deteriorating body, losing his dignity, his hope for a future, his desire to go on. He was fearful of dying in a nursing home and he sobbed and pleaded with me to promise to let him die at home. I promised and he was so grateful. He played with our 3 kittens and I saw joy in his heart and the smile returned. Then he began to weaken and his attitude toward me changed. He was cruel, degrading me and blaming me until finally, he slammed a loaded pistol in my lap and told me to kill him. In a panic I ran. I returned the next day and found that he had severely injured himself. There was blood throughout the house. It was his feet. on foot had a bone sticking out. The other was deformed. He was crying and finally agreed to go to the hospital. His friend took him.

Less than 24 hours later,  I was told my father was having many toes amputated and his kidneys failed. I was immediately evicted with my kittens and nothing more. No clothes, groceries, vehicle, job, phone, home or father. His friend said that my father gave him power of attorney and he would be selling our family farm, home and everything in it to pay for his residency at a nursing home. In shock, disbelief, heartbroken, angry, paralyzed with confusion and sadness, I spent the next 3 days reading everything I could about the law, Power of Attorney, sound mind, family law. I searched for documentation and talked to multiple law enforcement agencies and lawyers. I don’t know if I’m on the right path or if I’m doing the right thing at all, but I want answers. That is my father. The farm is my home. My heritage is within the walls of our house. My father had me promise to keep him home and now there may not be a home at all.

I got a text from my dad telling me I was an embarrassment and a failure. I’ve made mistakes, but I’ve accepted consequences and gained wisdom from it. I don’t think my dad really feels that way, but if he does, that ugly perception of me is his image to live with (perhaps not for very long it would appear). I’m not a failure. I’m not a quitter and I will not stop until I find out what is happening to my Daddy. This is not what he wanted.

As of today, my two teens and I are sleeping on the floor of my sister’s very tiny two bedroom trailer. Her landlord said that if we don’t leave within the next few days that she will be in violation of her lease and is at risk for eviction. I have no other relatives or friends that are willing to take me in and the shelter is currently full. We are in a rural area outside the city. It is too far to walk, there is no public transportation this far out of the city and without money, I can’t pay for Uber or a cab or even pitch in for gas. Times being what they are, money is the only thing that matters.

To summarize, I was unlawfully evicted by someone who supposedly now speaks for my father and is in control of every part of his estate. My father is dying, without family and alone. I’m in the process of finding out if the things that have happened over the past 10 days is really what my father wants or if he is being manipulated. I’m trying to find a home for my children and me, a vehicle, a job, and keep my grades up. In the midst of all of this, I am also trying to care for three of the sweetest kittens in the world and replace our belongings all the way down to our toothbrushes. This downward spiral started 10 days ago when my father grabbed a gun. I don’t know how much time he has left because he will not return my calls. My sister’s home is at risk and time is running out.

I ask, with all the humility I can muster, for a hotel room for my 2 children and me for at least a month, but two would be better. I’m exhausted and if I want to save my family, I have to alleviate one of the biggest issues…we need a safe place. I don’t want my children to think that caring for others would have negative results like this did. I don’t regret it, but I don’t want to expose my kids to any more negative situations. They need to be teenagers. They do not need to be burdened with worrying with me. I need to rest my mind and my body so that I can continue seeking help for my father while looking for a job, car and home. I should have my income tax in the next 3 or 4 weeks, and I fully intend on being employed again soon. If I am in the city, at least I have a fighting chance at getting a job or two and we can utilize the amenities provided to the public like transit, food bank, workforce, etc.

I do not give up. I don’t want to let my children think that “begging” is the answer either. I want them to understand that help is there for those who need it but are still continuing to work for better things. I want them to understand that you don’t give up on family even if it appears they have turned on you. We don’t have answers and I will not stop until we do. In the meantime, I must be gentle with myself and I need to rest. I talk myself back into the light but it is getting harder everyday…yet I keep going. I cry when no one is looking…but it I fear without rest and a hint of security for a couple of months that I may slip and I may break. I’m only one woman. I am exhausted and I am so scared I can barely breathe. If you can help, please consider me. My family is depending on me and unfortunately it doesn’t seem to be in my stars to be the hero this week. I pray that time doesn’t run out before I do.

I know things will get better in time. With your help, things could start to turn around. Sometimes, it just takes one good thing to get the ball rolling. Thank you for sticking with me and reading my story. Blessings to you.

Lainie Marie

https://www.paypal.me/lainiemaries

My story is I’m a husband and father of 5 beautiful children and 4 just as beautiful pets. For 10 years now I have been working in the gasoline field. I am a driver under DOT strict rules and guidelines. I have had an unexpected injury at work which resulted in shattering bones in two of my fingers in my right hand . In my line of work I am no longer allowed or capable to work at this time. One I can no longer firmly hold steering wheel with both of my hands which would not be safe while hauling 9000 gallons of gasoline. I’m looking at 8 weeks out. As well looking at pins and surgery. Iv never had to beg or ask for money Iv always worked hard for what I have. I am scared of losing all Iv worked for as well as roof over my children head. Please consider and thank you 🙏 god bless

PayPal.me/kennethdeimler

My girls and I need a chance

My girls and I need HOPE.

So, every which way I turn I hit nothing but dead end roads and brick walls. My youngest has been saying the past few weeks how she wants her own bedroom. A HOME with a real kitchen. It kills me inside, it hurts.. I am a self taught, strong independent woman. After having my twins Genesis and Caroline who are now 4yrs old, I have had trouble getting back into steady work. Reliable income. I also have a 10ur old daughter Ellanore as well. She is so smart and I am so proud of her. She has never had it easy. As much as I try to shield her away from bad and hurt. She was abused when she was 3 by a close family member. Shortly after her father died at 4yrs old. By time she was 6 I was now pregnant with twins, not able to work anymore, depending on a man who was the best actor I have ever met. Ever since I allowed him into our lives all he has done is being me down and anything to hurt me physically and mentally. I have lost 3 homes bc of him. He put me in debt with Xfinity. He has broken into home and robbed me andy girls of our rent money and every electronic thing he could grab. He has stolen my car, had me arrested on false accusations 3 separate times. I finally was breaking free from him. Getting my girls and I away from him and his abuse. After 2 yrs of living in a hotel, FINALLY MOVING INTO PUR OWN HOME! A TOWNHOUSE in Pennsylvania. Our move in date was 1-20-22. 12-21-21 I allowed the twins to go with him till after the new year, that way I could pack and start moving our lives 5 hrs away. As agreed on 1-02-22, I came back to pick the twins up. He has other things in mind. As soon as I arrived he started yelling and screaming and then the hitting followed right behind. I grabbed my girls as fast as I could not knowing he was on the phone with the police. Needless to say, I was soon arrested and sent to jail under false accusations of second degree burglary sitting on 12,000 cash bail. THERE WENT OUR HOME!! I SAT IN JAIL TILL MARCH 2,2022 BECAUSE OF HIM. BECAUSE WE LOST THE HOME WE HAD WAITED AO LONG FOR! We were so heartbroken and still are. Since then we can barley afford the hotels on a weekly basis. Somehow I have managed this far. Along with paying storage fees. I am constantly looking for work and the next job I can make more money. The next gig I can do. Nothing that is getting us further in life. For the past few years I have had this goal/dream to start up my own Mobile Detailing Business. With this, I would have another opportunity to get away and be free. I could afford a lawyer to defend us on court against him when I can take him. (Which I have been documenting everything since I was let free)

So I have slowly started collecting items I would need to successfully do the jobs I would be hired on for. Only a few more things I need. I need a trailer. I would use my Honda Odyssey to pull the trailer till I able to purchase a work truck to use for the business. I them would need to purchase a water tank. I already have a gas powered pressure washer and an electric pressure washer too. I have all the towels and rags possibly needed and scrub brushes. I need all the products to clean and wax and shine. The most important thing of all would to aquire my license first before doing any job. This way, with starting up this mobil detailing business, I would have a reliable income for my girls and be able to provide so much more. They deserve it. They deserve to have a place to call home. They deserve to have somewhere they know is their home and not worry Bout leaving to some place else. My girls would be there learning from me and watching. Learning how to be strong independent woman. This wouldn’t be the end. Starting this company would only be the beginning of much more goals and dreams I have.

I have never asked for help. This was quiet a pill to swallow. Always want to do things on my own because I know I am quiet capable. Lately, I just don’t understand. We need a fresh start somewhere new. I have no family, no friends. So we wouldn’t be leaving anything behind but bad memories. Even as a child myself growing up in new Castle. Life was hard. I have raised my self since 5. Mom would leave home while going to work all day. My father used to abuse me an also tried to kill me. Would have, if he wasn’t put away for murdering his apparent boyfriend. After that my mother’s boyfriends were not any better. They would abuse me andy sister as well. My mother was always worried about dying alone and would blame us for them leaving her. Didn’t matter the abuse we took from them. Or the uncles that touches us, having to fend for ourselves at 5. At 16 I was kicked out the house and been on my own since then. I haven’t been able to create a stable home. I have failed so far. One thing I have not failed and WILL NOT is being the best mother I can be. Everything I went thru as a child prepared me to be the mother I am today. Over protective. I always miss them and tell them how much I love them. Most importantly, men is not something I bring into their lives. I refuse to allow that. I refuse to take the chance of bringing them around my girls in trusting them with the safety of my girls unlike my mother…

My whole point… I know I am rambling on, but my point is, I just need the chance. I need the help to start something up to change our lives. We have no one. So here I am reaching out. I pray, God I pray someone reaches out. Help us out in anyway. We would be so grateful.

Please…

A. Magner

paypal.me/ellagenecare36

Young subcontractor hit rock bottom with a hungry puppy dog

Hello, I am a 25 year old subcontractor that has tragically hit rock bottom. I have a genetic life threatening hyper thyroid storm condition that I have been battling for 10+ years, I’ve lost so much weight from not being able to keep my calorie intake up and the stress is killing me. After losing my whole family due to suicide and cancer, I’m left with no support system or safety net. I have a pup named Chance that I rescued and I can’t afford to feed him the diet he requires. Please help, even the smallest amount would go along way. I have no clue what to do. I was evicted from my trailer due to trespass notice from management. Which is bs if you ask me because they only kicked me off property because they were involved with pushing my mother to commit suicide after setting her up in a 15 year sentence and false reports to dhs to get her rights terminated from her kids wrongfully as they tried taking guardianship of said kids and were denied due to unfit conditions. They don’t want to pay for there wrong doings and them choosing to be taking it out on me is obscene. I lived in the court before they even became management so I find it completely screwed up. But yet it’s winter, so concrete work is out of the picture until the weather warms up, along with not having no bids on paint jobs in the last few weeks, if that’s not bad enough my best friend died two days ago & idk how to make it to his funeral; my car broke down and got impounded so I can’t do door dash anymore, along with losing my car I lost all the clothes I own besides the ones I’m wearin and an outfit I left at a friends. The homeless shelter won’t accept my pup and request I allow the humane shelter to take him. He’s all I got left, I’d be a fool to not fight to keep him. Even if I’m struggling to get on my feet again. I know that I’m going to, this too shall pass. So please please any donation would be huge. I just need to collect enough investment in my cause, in me, in my chance to make a difference; So I may hire a good lawyer, pay for some shelter, food, and or transportation. I have one last beacon of hope that I will live to see justice served after 23 years and finally no longer have to worry about how imma eat next or where can I sleep next….. life was never supposed to be this way….F building character I got enough character through my expirence, I need help, I need a hand, I need hope that good people still exists and that my Story doesn’t end like this. Alone. Hungry. Hurt. Confused. Cold. And Sad.  So please please please hear my plea, my prayer, my cry and help. I have CASHAPP (please don’t judge my cash tag name I thought it was funny and all the other ones I tried were taken.) ••••CASHTAG•••• [$suckaniggadick666]

          Sincerely, Keõnna 🥰

Hey, folks.

I’m not even sure where to start, this is not something that I’ve ever done more than consider. I am a very average 29 year old father of 2 and divorcee. I’m really nobody special and honestly, I know there are MANY MANY millions of others out there in the world in probably a much worse situation than myself.

If the tables were turned and I was living in such a situation that I could personally help those that had their own hardships I would. Do I even feel like I deserve donations? Perhaps not.

But here I am, I wanted to give this a fair attempt and see if it bore any fruit. For those of you that do choose to donate, I will personally attempt to reach out and provide my full appreciation in return. Gratitude may not be much but its truly the best I can offer at this time.

Also I feel I must add that I am actually employed part time and I even make fairly decent money for what I do. (Retail Stocking). The truth is I made a few bad decisions last year, had a few things happen that set me and my family back, such as a car accident involving my wife and 5 year old son. (No injuries thankfully). Not to mention that all of us are suffering because of the outrageous inflation that the US has been having.

Regardless, these events all led to me having to use all my credit cards just to afford enough food, utility usage, and gasoline to get by. The several months of $7 per gallon of gasoline was very rough for me due to work commuting and picking up my daughter each weekend from my ex wife (100 mile round trip).

Now for my financial situation currently… I bring home about $1500 per month in net income from my job. After I pay my monthly bills- utility, gasoline, phone, food, that kind of thing; I have about $300 in disposable income left. Now normally this would actually be wonderful for me, and I would feel comfortable. But I didn’t include any of my credit card bills in these deductions.

Now as I said earlier I was forced to use these last year essentially just to get by. Across my 8 personal credit cards and one outstanding personal loan, my debts are just exceeding $19,000 all together. Just my minimum payments alone combine to over $500 per month. I’ve burned through all the savings I had built up from the past 2 years of about $2000.

I have looked into secondary employment of all kinds, while there are many places hiring, there wasn’t any that would be able to be as flexible as i need them to be with a toddler who needs a lot of attention when he isn’t at school. I have attempted to get another personal loan many times to consolidate everything but as you can imagine my credit is entirely shot due to the usage of my cards being consistently high and missed payments. I still have an option of debt settlements but this is a last resort for me as I know from my own previous experience that it destroys my credit even more. Just 6 years ago after my divorce I had to file for bankruptcy over debts that came from my previous marriage. I was able to get this bankruptcy discharged in 2017 and I truly never thought I would end up here again, so close to needing one again. And mentally I just can’t make the decision to file again. I wanted to explore every other way to help first.

Here I am now, this is likely the final option I am trying before I may need to make another big decision. And I hope that it doesn’t need to come to that for me again.

Now to all of you who see this, if you are able bodied and willing to help me climb back on top of my finances, I would be immensely grateful. Even the smallest donation from anyone who can would make a world of difference for me.

Thank you all for reading. And to anyone who got this far in the letter, thank you so much for your time.

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Have you lost Home Family and All Possessions… Again

CALLING ALL ORGANIZATIONS/AGENCIES -CHURCH/CIVIC & FRATERNAL GROUPS AND/OR CHARITABLE INDIVIDUALS AND FOUNDATIONS WHO WOULD LIKE TO HELP
HOPING FOR A MIRACLE FOR THIS GENTLEMAN AND HIS EXTENDED FAMILY.

PRIOR ATTEMPT WAS MADE at a late point and did not reach the original goal by A LOCAL ORGANIZATION with the support of FOUR
ORGANIZATIONS/INDIVIDUALS AT $333 EACH.

Prior ORGANIZATION DID NOT COLLECT PLEDGES UNTIL ALL SPOTS FILLED!!! ALL SPOTS DID NOT FILL!!!

WE ARE NOT ASKING FOR COLLECTION UNTIL MONDAY AND ARE ASKING THAT INDIVIDUALS SENDS FUNDS AS THEY ARE ABLE AS THE DEADLINE IS NEXT WEEK!!!

NO MONEY WAS COLLECTED OR DELIVERED to the gentleman and he had to barter his time to save temporarily his possessions but neglecting the
possessions of his deceased family and some personal and work items. DETAILS FROM PRIOR CAMPAIGN BELOW.

HE borrowed the money from a work opportunity pledging the next month of time to repay working 7 days, which left him and his family with NO
FUNDS FOR CURRENT BILLS.

TWO MONTHS LATER he is facing auction again having received NO other SUPPORT and only periodic work opportunities. He is DISABLED but has
studied and worked in technical and labor fields as well as VOLUNTEERED AFTER SUFFERING MULTIPLE LOSSES personal as well as shared in the
events that have affected ny over the past DECADE.

“Eric” is currently living in his vehicle and a good portion of what he will loose are items for his work.

PLEASE CONSIDER HELPING – Even if you can’t pledge the full $333. We will combine pledges!! Thank you for caring!!!

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We are Looking to fill all these spots and if the goal is reached to fill them a second time to provide the Gentleman the time to clear out
the space, decrease his burden and make some improvements to his circumstances.

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