Never in my life did I ever expect to be asking people online for money, but here goes nothing.
It all started at the beginning of this year. How ironic, considering it’s the last day of the year. But anyway. Things where going good for me, emotionally. It has never gone well with money for me. I started out the year with a boyfriend, family, a good job and a home. Now I’m finishing the year with nothing. I lost my job due to medical reasons, my anxiety and depression. I’ve tried to take my life several times. But have always realised what I’m doing. My family want nothing to do with me due to asking for there help all the time and wanting their attention. You see, I was in care. So never really had a relationship with my family. My relationship with my boyfriend dosnt exist anymore. Due to argument after argument. So he left.
Im on my own. I’m 23 with nobody and nothing.
I work a weekend job, 12 a fortnight. And earn between £60-£90 every 2 weeks. With that I have to pay my rent which is £400 a month, food for myself for the month as I’ve been living off of the food bank for ages and electricity. I’ve been living on the bare minimum for just under a year now and it’s been so long since I’ve had my food cupboards full.
All I’m asking for is a little help getting back on my feet, so I can prove to people that I’m NOT a failure. If your still reading I want to personally thank you. Please understand that I would never ask strangers for help unless I had no other choice
I’m my future if love to go to college and study science. So that’s what I’m aiming for, but first I need to sort myself out.
Thank you again for reading this.
If you don’t feel like I deserve help, then that’s okay. It wouldn’t be the first time I’ve been told that.