I need emergency money to buy some food. I do get $150 a month in foodstamps but myself and my roommate are running short and we have already been to the food pantry this month. I only have a couple cans of food left and its not going to last till I can get foodstamps or go to the food pantry again.
I also need cat food and cat litter. Money to help pay for my two cats and dog shots that are coming up very soon.
I also need household items like toilet paper, shampoo, conditioner, soap, dishwasher detergent, laundry detergent, quarters to do laundry and garbage bags.
I also need money to buy a car and help to pay title and licensing fees. My roommate and I currently walk everywhere we go…which I don’t mind but I have to depend on my mom to drive me to get groceries and take me locations out of my area. I had a Toyota Camry that was paid off but when I paid it off I took off my full coverage insurance and put on liability only. Then a couple months later I hit a deer and totaled it. I didn’t have enough money to fix it so I had to junk it. I also would like to have a car because my 14 year old daughter lives about an hour away and she hasn’t been coming to visit that often because of work and school activities and if I had a car I could go there and visit her. I would also like to be able to visit my other daughters grave whenever I wanted to. So I could go there and sit with her. I haven’t been able to go to her grave in over 6 months. I’m currently on disability for my mental illness I have schizoeffective disorder. Basically I show signs of both bipolar and schizophrenia. I also have major depression and an anxiety disorder…anyway just thought I would give you a little history. On disability I can work part-time and I want to do that and if I had a car it would open up the possibilities for a job because there are not many around here. It would also help my roommate to look for a good paying job and something that was full-time and not just part-time.
I also need money to help me pay for moving costs and security deposit on a new apartment. I am currently being harassed by my neighbors upstairs. Apparently she doesn’t leave the apartment and her parents are always there and all’s they do is listen to my conversations all day and talk about it amongst themselves. Recently they started hacking into my phone account and read my text messages..I can hear them repeating what I write in my texts and talk about the text messages I receive. The also monitor what I am doing online on my phone. Like tonight I was trying to get a loan before I came here and I heard them talking about that. They have no boundaries and I am very worried about what they are going to do to me. They are stalking me and who knows what they are capable of. I have a degree in Behavioral science and I have studied people like them and no good can come out of this I need to move because my landlords won’t do anything. Please help me move.
My roommate also needs some clothes. When he moved in he had 1 pair of jeans and 2 shirts and 2 pairs of shoes. His pants are to big and they sag and he needs some nice shirts and possibly with summer coming some shorts. He also wants to get a haircut but we haven’t been able to get it as of yet.
I would really appreciate any help you can give me. I’ve tried to cover all of this on my own but it just seems like up I am moving backwards instead of forward. I am on a really fixed income and live paycheck to paycheck. I really need to get a part-time job and some assistance to bounce out of this rut I’m in. I’ve been on disability for the last 6 years when I had my breakdown and basically lost my mind. I worked very hard before that I was a 911 dispatcher and a correctional officer. I was working all of the time. If I could I would do it again I miss it. But my mind keeps me away from a lot of things. I know your probably thinking why do I have so many animals when I can’t afford them right. Well the cats were my daughters..my daughter that passed away and I told her I would watch them till she found a place to live but she passed away before that happened. There is no way I could ever give them up. And my dog is my companion animal. She helps me recognize real voices from fake ones. Basically if she barks I assume the voices are real..and if she doesn’t it must be in my head. I’ve had her for 8 years I would be crushed if I lost her.
Anyway thank you for reading my story and I appreciate any help you can give me. Thanks