Well, I’m sort of in shock that a series of events has landed me here. But here is where I am nonetheless- There’s no easy way to say this so I’ll just say it- I need help. The kind that no one likes to ask anyone for or being asked for themselves- the worst kind- financial help. I’m hoping this gets out to someone somewhere who’s able to provide aid. I haven’t shared my story with many people honestly – but here goes, some unsavoury people have been messing with my head and my life, and I don’t know who else to ask for help. It’s hard for me to admit this (although I’m getting used to it) but what I desperately need right now is help to keep me from #1- being evicted before I start my new work at home job & #2- having to take hush money from people who subjected me to so much psychological and emotional abuse that it has rendered me unable to work or function the way I used to unfortunately. I don’t know if I’m supposed to put an amount or not, honestly anything helps at this point. I’m uncomfortable putting that info out there- so I’ll say this; I am very late on rent, and I have a group of people relentlessly trying to manipulate me and threatening my family + myself for over a couple years now. I’ve tried to fight them to no avail- they’ve humiliated me, spread rumors, bullied + harassed me, tried to convince myself & my own family to have me committed so that my testimony won’t stand – should anything go to court. I am struggling with depression and live in a lot of fear and anxiety consequently. Like so many other people out there, I’m struggling. To add insult to injury, I am hurting severely emotionally from the entire ordeal, to say the least. It’s isolating. I’ve been told point blanc I’m being followed as an intimidation tactic. It’s infuriating to have no power. I try and keep away from people, being I have no one I can trust and I don’t want anyone else being subjected to harm or harassment. So this is my life right now. I’m looking for temporary work to fix the issue but cannot find any I’m able to perform in my current state/condition. I’m exhausted from continually fighting for my life, and just need a leg up to try and stay afloat for the time being. The people who put me where I am now are trying to force me to take their money – and I just can’t stomach the idea, but I have no other choice currently- which makes my stress and depression worse. I’m just at the point where I am openly begging the Universe to help. So please Universe, help. Because I’m at a loss as what to do next.
My name is Julia, thanks for taking the time to read if anyone did- and if there’s any way I can help in return I would jump at the opportunity. I’ve worked in video production, as a personal assistant, ran my own cleaning business, am an experienced dog sitter, the list goes on- so even if the help is in the form of remote administrative work, I’m available. Either way, donation or not, thanks for your time :)
My paypal donation link is paypal.me/helpjules