Hello my Name Is Brandon Lawson and I Am 33 years old. I Recently Found God and He Saved Me From The path of destruction I was on for many years. I will Tell You A Quick Story about what lead to the situation I am currently in. My mom and Dad had me and my older sister at a very young age they were not ready to be parents and to this day they are not ready or willing to make things right with me and my sibling currently my sibling is homeless she’s my older sister I love her but she like me was never brought up we were never raised we were both sexually molested as young children and givin drugs at a young age 2 years old we were showed how to smoke marijuana out of a bong I started smoking cigarettes at age 4 and I’m still struggling to quit and i am now 33 my mom and dad gave us up at 1.5 years old and they were gone till we were 13 and 14 at that point I was soexcited to be with my mom my dad was in prison until I turned 25 but my mom was like an older sister and she took me to places I should have never gone and introduced me to things I should have never done my self destruction began at age 13 when I recently moved in with my mom and step dad and she shot me up with cocaine and got me hooked oxicoton 80 milligram pills I was taking about three 80 milligram Oxis a day and I never ran out she gave me more than I needed I used oxi for the next five or six years till her addiction ruined her relationship with my step dad leaving us both homeless my sister had gotten pregnant at 14 and she had 6 children with her baby daddy so she was taken care of at the time me and my mom went on the streets my mom talked me into bad decisions after bad decisions while homeless I had been talked into doing things I should not have I lost my liscence any help from anyone and then she left me again so I had one person left that I knew could help me my grandma were I currently reside I made bad decision after bad decision till I found my self in jail I tried to kill myself because I could not live with the fact that I destroyed my life I knew my mother had helped but I knew that in the end I had destroyed everything I loved sold everything I owned to keep my mom from getting sick and then when I had nothing left she left and I found myself with my grandmother me and my grandma love each other but I had developed many mental illnesses from the trauma and drug use she called the cops on me when I was asleep because I had a gun and said I was gonna kill myself I went to jail for a year and I somehow ended up with anger to much anger I would take my anger out on my family and my home I did live in a new home but the traumatic life had caused me to destroy everything I destroyed the whole house the windows the walls the car I destroyed everything and now I am forced to live in a house that is about to fall apart the floor is caving in because every time I get mad I would pour water on the floor and I live in a double wide trailer so it has a wood floor and now the floor is caving in it’s falling thru I can’t get a job because the bad reputation abd my mental illness and my grandma is 75 neither of us have the money or tools to fix our house it all my fault I destroyed the only thing I had left and now I’m not sure how I could fix the situation or my life without money I got over 30 dv charges I owe thousands to the court my liscence got suspended so I can’t even get a job if I wanted because our house is out in the country you need a vehicle to get around I need money to get my liscence back I need money to repair the dry wall I need money to repair the floor throughout the whole house I need to pay thousands of dollars in fines or I will go to prison i am genuinely and honestly willing to ask anyone I will beg I will give my soul for the money to fix my life and my grandmas home I dream and pray of reaching that milestone were I have righted all my wrongs snd payed all my debts I am traumatized I’m emotional I’m depressed I just pray that one day a Savior comes into my life with the money to cover all my expenses and I pray it’s a person that I can establish a trustworthy relationship and I can depend on that person to carry me when I’m down I need thousands of dollars to pay my fines and thousands of dollars to fix my grandmas home she is always telling me that she’s gonna leave me and then the house is gonna fall in on me and then who’s gonna take care of me I will end up in a mental institution for the rest of my life I am willing and eager to change my life for the better but I cannot start fixing my life until I am no longer in debt to the court systems and I’ve paid for all the damages I’ve done to my grandmas home please if there’s anyone that can help me my name is Brandon Lawson and I need your help thank you
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@BrandonLawson1