hello, everyone, this is my story:
I lived in a dysfunctional family my whole life I was born as a man in a feminist family so they always told me I have to do every hard and dangerous task
i have been leaving with 3 girls my whole life (mother and 2 sisters) the problem lies in the treatment I had no judge I had no freedom I had no speech I couldn’t decide my partners I couldn’t decide when or with who to have sex I couldn’t do anything since I’m a kid. I don’t have freedom, I wished for freedom
they have treated me like a slave my whole life, every time since I’m a kid they taught me that men are evil and so I am, they have told me I cannot cry or feel pain and I shouldn’t contradict them not in the most stupid request. every time they want me to do something I do it, wishing for them to tell me I did good, I never had not even 1 good job but I always got your worthless (load rocks, dig, break wood clean the house cook, etc) the only thing I didn’t do was wash the clothes
to sum up some of the most horrible things they have done to me
they throw me the food that I made to my face. if they don’t like it
they always tell me I’m worthless and I don’t deserve anything
they always miss treat me every day physically
I had secretly a girlfriend they found out and made me finish with here so I did, later that day she committed suicide and I told them they laugh and tell me she was dumb and a bitch and she deserved so do i.
when I got bully in school they laugh at me and tell me that I deserve it for being a man they proceed to punch me and send me to get punch again
I was in a point that I was so sick i couldn’t breath they told me that I should stop exaggerating that a men don’t feel pain so I proceed to be like that 4 days in a fucking horrible pain until I couldn’t anymore and I collapse they didn’t call an ambulance, that was a standby that called the ambulance, they didn’t fucking care if I die.
but the worst part is that they made me finish my last girlfriend because she taught me to be self-dependent to THINK finally for my self TO desire A BETTER LIFE to believe that even if I’m a man I’m good
I try to escape and they drug me and hit me with a stick and when I scream for help for police my sister start hitting herself to the wall saying if the police arrive I will tell them you hurt me
I manage to get up even if I was a little drug at 3 am and escape but I have nothing
anyone knows where I can get a job please I need a fast job anything I just need money I DONT WANT TO GO BACK THEIR GOING TO KILL ME
they told the police I disappear I’m so afraid I want just a calm life I don’t want to be a billionaire or recognize I just want TO LIVE A PEACEFUL LIFE
so please someone tell me where I can get money
EDIT: I lived in Mexico, Veracruz.
my family its powerfull in this city and tend to bribe anyone, my mother is a medic, psychologist psychiatrist she told me that she was going to say i was crazy and was going to force me to stay forever with her, my sister is a lawyer (With power in Mexico) and she told me she could just bribe anyone if i went to demand them