To whom it may concern.
Please note that I am sending this email as I am a member of the South African Police Service I would like to stay unknown and only you guys can contact me please also do the make mention of my child’s name. I serve my country pride, I uphold the law and protect the constitution at the highest level I can, I make every complaint raised for my attention as serious as can be, I listen to the public and protect all complainants to the best of my interest, I have personally saved countless lives and removed high profile criminals from running around in the streets. My goal is to win back the trust of the public, my aim is to make south africa as safe as possible, it will take more then a arm and a leg, it will take very long but eventually we will accomplish what we ever goals we set out. I personally can breg about it and say that over the last 9 years in the south african police service I never took any funds from public either in the form of bribery or thanking me for job well done yes it was offered to me but denied right then and there as it will corrupt me and damaged what goals I set ahead of my self. I am a people’s person and always assist no matter how drunk, drugged, arrogant a person might sound but everybody get a special treatment from me. Positive I will always remain and then in 2015 September my wife and I woke up at 3 in the morning as our first born was impatient and couldn’t wait 7more weeks as she want to come into the world. I was suppose to start my first day on duty and rushed to Mulbarton hospital as our baby was coming and nothing was going to stop her from coming all happiness excitement for us and nervous it was raining. Well at the hospital my wife was taken into labour ward and doctors said her water broke and they need to cut. Around 9 the doctor’s were all available and before 10 our baby was born but she was blue as she was not breathing and was rushed to icu what is going on is the first question in my mind and I ran behind the doctor’s. While in icu they managed to get our angel breathing but reality struck me as she was born without her right nostril and right eye. This is still our child no matter what, Hannah our new born baby then went for exray within the first few minutes coming into the world and all scans. Doctor’s had there books open and couldn’t answer our questions. Hannah was placed in a incubator worse then I ever seen before and my heart felt broken into bits and pieces. I went back to my wife and her first question was is she okay I had to lie for her health and said she is doing well. When I returned to Hannah there was more cables, drips, pumps, oxygen and stuff on her and in her, doctors said she had no brain, no lungs, weak heart and won’t make it and I said God will make sure she survive, I went back to my wife and she asked how is she and I lied again, it was dark and I had to allow them to sleep but I couldn’t. My question was God why. The next day my wife wanted to see Hannah and I was afraid of how she will handle it. She did very well but again Hannah was under machines to recover her due to breathing. Hannah stayed in hospital for a couple of days and had to go to Bedford gardens for a Guestronomy feeding tube to be inserted into her stomach for feeding purpose. Hannah started making all cute baby sounds and movements. Hannah had proven to doctors she will survive. Hannah was in hospital until December but couple of days before Christmas was send home, Hannah started to eat through her mouth and no more the tube. Hannah s brain developed perfectly as well as her organs things started going well then we got bad news Hannah will never have any function in her right eye as there is no nerve she can only have a prosthetic implant and will always have one nostril. Hannah is now one year old and can function perfectly. Then Hannah got her first flue and to any person a flue is a normal event but for Hannah it proved deadly as she almost died due to breathing problems. We now need to purchase a nebuliser and it is costly as we still have bills that my medical aid never paid, I am blacklisted due to these bills, my wife lost her job as she had to be with Hannah when she was not well while I was working to make ends meat, now our one and only car to take us to hospital is starting to break, rates and taxes is in areas medical aid is finished so if there is any emergency I don’t know what will happen yet I tell my self a very day not to stress as there is people with bigger problems then ours. Our marriage almost went down, I almost lost our house and every parent want a house for his children every husband want a house for his wife every man want to feel like a king of his own castle. Hannah s condition is said to be a very rare condition. But anything goes wrong at any time and I just want my daughter to enjoy life and also have boys wanting to date her as she deserve to be treated like a queen and treat others the same. I want the best for her but how do I do it I tried it all and I am still running short. Hannah is due for her first operation in February and I cleaned people’s yards, worked overtime, painted people’s house etc for my daughter and to make sure all is going well for the month and still put up with chasing criminals serving the people of SA but I still need to cover R82000 she is not going for cosmetic surgery but facial reconstruction. I tried since January and could only cover R17000 please I am begging for help I don’t know what to do anymore my house then got broken into and everything got stolen but life goes on I have to stay positive and keep my head high for my family’s sake if I fall they will stay stranded and grow weak but I need to stay strong. Please note I will loose my job I love so much and my family won’t have food to eat if my details or theirs is mentioned in any media publications. My contact number is 0796526542 but sometimes I can be very busy to answer please understand. I tried financial institutions but they refused to help due to listing on credit be rue even my accounts are behind no matter how I tried to explain my reason they don’t care as this is money owed to them I can’t say I’m on my knees begging for help because if I am on my knees I am still up rite and doing okay but I am flat on my face not knowing what to do. There are days when my family don’t know that there was nothing to eat but I made a plan the legal way. This is not for me or my wife to benefit from I just want my daughter to smile and enjoy her life I just want my wife and daughter to also reach their destination safe and not in a car breaking apart everyday. Each and every step of her doctors visit to the ENT and eye institution is is to be made from Walkerville De deur to Pretoria and when she is hospitalised we must travel like that everyday to visit her.
Kindest regards Julian