Hello, my name is Melissa. I am having a very hard time in life right now. See My person, my best friend, the love of my life pasted June 23, 2023. All the reasons in the world aren’t making sense to me right now why he was taken from us so soon. I have known this man, the love of my life, since he was 16, 30 years. He was the most kind, caring person you could ever meet. He was my rock when I could not see any reason to keep going on. The world is so much smaller without him in it. I truly don’t know how I am going to be able to get through life without him here. If you knew him there is an emptiness inside of you today. He and I have been off and on for years but just couldn’t make it work. 2 years ago I moved back in with my person Chris. After giving up on a very unhealthy relationship. That left me questioning my sanity. Chris and I got that house in 2011 together and it was my home. When I moved back in I discovered that Chris girlfriend was a users which made him, a user. Long story but in the end he killed himself because she left him for the drug dealer. I was the lucky one that found him. It still has not sunk in yet that he is dead. Since the passing of him, my life has done nothing but fall part. I was told I had no need to worry that I would be able to stay in the home that we had gotten together, by his parents. Chris`=32 was a person that liked to collect things. So, the house was full I of junk that needed to be taken away. I spent weeks helping his mother clean the house out with the impression that i was safe and did not have to worry about finding a new home. But that was not the case. Not even 3 weeks of his passing i was told i had to get out. I was also told that Chris killed himself because of me. I had no place to go. I had just removed myself from a unhealthy relationship and was getting myself back on my feet when he passed. I just lost my job to no fault of my own. i had no friends or family I could stay with. I was at a loss of what to do. so, when i had a friend offer the chance to start over in Florida i jumped at the chance. but how to get there was the problem. I had no money and no car. i was all helpless again.. I choose to go stay with another friend to just escape the house where i found him dead for a couple of weeks. When i finally got back to the house. I had the police called on me by his mother saying that i was trespassing. I explained the situation and they said i had to leave asap. once i enter the home I had found that i had been rob of many of my things. i just was so numb and had no idea what to do. a couple of friends came over helped me pack what i could and we took it to a storage place. My mother said she would help me with the storage and a way to get to Florida. but then she changed her mind and left me with the last words of you on your own can’t help you. My dear friend Beth offered to drive me down if she could get what she wanted from the house. So, i said take what you want, and we packed up her trailer and took it to her place. It was like I was in a movie watching 30 years of my life being taken by people I finally saw as they were, user. I learned that day people really don’t care about anyone but themselves. I was running away from frailly who had tossed me to the side because I didn’t do things their way. A mother who hated me because her life fell apart when she adopted me. Her husband my so-called dad cheated on her and molested me from the age 8 to 15. She knew and did nothing about it. And even after court she stayed married to him. Since he n she has done everything, she could to ruin my life. Took my children away from me when they were young saying I has emotional and mental issues do to my childhood. I was an unfit mother. Fought hard to prove otherwise. Got my kids back just to turn around and have her take them from me as adults. It was me or the money that my grandparents had. So yeah, they stopped talking to me years ago because they wanted to have their grandmother do everything for them. I was running away from two failed marriage and a very painful 5 year relationship, I was running from people that I thought were my friends. Who could care less about me. And I was running from the loss of my best friend, my person. I left Ga with someone who I thought was loving and caring towards me. I left everyone and everything to be with this man. He went through the loss of Chirrs with me and was there to help get through all the bullshit from others. Matthew is much younger than me, but I fell hard for him. Once we got to Florida, I had made a mistake. I have spent the last 7 months trying to find a way home. Which I was able to do 3 weeks ago. Matthew and his family were let’s just say cray. Mathew turned out to be a women abuser. I was verbally and physically abused every day for 7 months. I was rapped and beaten and focused to do things. I am so broken I truly believe that I will never have sex or trust anyone ever again. I was able to contact my ex and he made sure I could get out of there. I now live in a very small 2 bedroom apt with my ex his sister and his mother. And we have another roommate that has the room. And his mother has the other. Our roommate that has the room as a different girl over every night to have sex. My ex his sister and I stay in the living room on top of. Since I have made it back home. Matthew has gotten into all my accounts and has closed, changed and taken everything from me. He keeps finding ways to get to me. You are wondering why I don’t press charges. I am on probation and ran away to another state. After everything I went through the last thing, I want to do is to spend jail time for having a break down. I found out that my storage was not sold and that I still have the chance to get it bac. It will cost 700$ and must be paid asap. It will be sold March 5th. I called nana for help. She said she would need to talk to my mother. I got a phone call from my mother, and she said she didn’t care about what was going on with me. If I contact her or my nana ever again, she will have me arrested. I really do not want to lose my storage. 30 years of my life is in a 10 by 10 storage. I am telling you all this in the hopes that you can help me with my storage. I also really need help get us into another place to live and maybe a scooter so I can find a job and be able to get there. I really am in a dark place right now and have nothing to keep me going. Everything I love has been taken from me and I have failed at everything in my life. I could really do with a break from this world I can’t seem to get that. Anyway, I could use some help with money to get back on my feet and have a place to lay my head. I am not sure what amount I should ask for. But 10,000 to 20,000 seems to be an amount that would help me get me back to feeling somewhat of a person. But really an amount would be better than were I am.
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