I never would have thought I would end up here, but I am to the point of hitting rock bottom. I have tried everything to try to find help out there and this is my last resort. what I am looking for is someone to help me so that I am able to get some of my debt under control so that I am able to start working on getting my credit score back up. Its taken me a lot to work up some courage to write this and ask for help. In my family I was not one to ask for the help when I needed it and now I can see that its hurting myself and my little family in the long run.
I am a fulltime working single mother of two beautiful boys that I stay strong for every day and it is getting stressful from making sure that they have food, a house over their heads and clothes on their back. However, in my heart I cannot let them see me struggle. Every day I listen to peoples situations, its part of my job. I have been a 911 dispatcher for 4 year now and I enjoys most parts of my job. I am literally living paycheck to paycheck and this weight on my shoulders just seems to be getting heavier and heavier. I have tried banks and online banks to help me but none that are willing to take a chance on me. I have everything from medical bills to some student loans. The one thing that I am glad I do not have is credit card debt. I want my boys to have a good life. The place where were living now, the property owner will not take care of anything & there is so much that needs to be fixed and he’s expecting me to fix things. On top of that, he raised the rent, which I suppose is normal after a year. I know there is others out there that are in worse situations than myself and everyday even though me and my little family struggles I try to give back as much as possible, hoping that someone will be watching over us.
I thank you for your time in reading my story. I thank you in advanced for any kind of support you are able to give. God bless and hope your day is beautiful.