Hello Im a single mother of 4 children and 4 Pomeranians. Ive been a mom since the age of 23. My children never had the traditional family setting and im not blaming myself but i am aware of the mistakes i made that caused them to grow up in a non traditional setting. My oldest daughters father passed away. and she has been running away since it happened. Ive always had control over my life up until now and i never asked for any hand outs. Ive been chasing and looking for my daughter for the past 2 years which caused me to lose focus on my life my other children and our well being. My bank account is drained and the more i work or try to find work the worst it gets because i cant focus knowing she is out there somewhere. i cant understand why she ran away from me but then again i can she lost her dad someone she never really got a relationship with and never will so shes angry and looking now for that someone to protect her. (im afraid) im afraid with the exception of my father passing away i too yearned for a dad who wasnt there. my bills are all past due and im down to my last dime. I need help. I swear i do. I just want to sleep for more than 2-3 hours. I need releif and it seems i cant get any through the county or state. I dont care if the money is paid directly to my debts i just need help getting them paid. I still work but its not helping i just need a boost so if anyone is willing and able i would gladly appreciate your help Thank you 