Hello my name is Melissa and I heard about this website thru YouTube but I have lost everyone of my immediate family members and I am the youngest of a Brother and A sister my brother passed away around Thanksgiving my sister passed on Christmas eve and my mother on New Years and my father on 4th of July then this past year I lost the one person that took care of me for 29years my husband then that was on Valentines and the only Best friend and best anyone could have on Easter my best friend so I’m not trying to make my story sound anything like unbelievable but it truly is one that some may not believe but with losing everyone that I could possible even get help from are all gone I’m struggling some much just when I think I’m gonna get ahead something pulls me back 10 steps more so when my husband died of stage 4 bladder cancer almost 1year and a half ago I started to get really bad off with bills now I was a housewife of 25 years and I am told that I can’t draw surviors benefits cause I’m not retirement age which doesn’t make much difference why cause I’m also disable my self trying to get my ssdi going but they turned me down then I’m told that I never applied for ssa or surviors benefits well I own my home that my deased husband gave me along time ago I let a friend rent a room from me which isn’t much and my brother in law gives me money to pay my bills so that adds up to about 500 a month for lights water phone and gas so I really don’t have much to live on I’m already a charity case but I receive food stamps and did have assitance from the town pay my bills but the light company messed up and now they say I’m over my budget and can’t get anymore help until after the first of the year in then on top of that all that trying to get some assitance to help me I’m in debt with a loan and a credit card that I had to max out for my husband’s services that his family wanted to take over tried to take everything from me and then I just found out to days ago that I owe 1050 in property taxes that he my husband had homestead on and they say I got to pay this by February but was told not to come and refill until January of this coming year 2024 so I have know one to turn to and no real friends just a couple pretend to be my friend to get what they want so I don’t normally do this as in begging for help but I don’t have no income and no way to get money and I want to keep my home but I can’t beyond for the life of me understand why I got this big amount to pay when my husband was on disabilty and you see it on me because it is I don’t have help I have had people to pretend they help me when really they have given me nothing but a harder time than what I need it’s just nothing but true I think I have been cursed as a young child when I was molested by the man my mother married but I was done that way alot then I got a little older but was to embarished to tell anyone that my uncles also did it but I couldn’t tell anyone about it cause I was scared I was making him do it by smiling at everybody that’s what I was told anyway so I blocked out alot of childhood but anyway I know I’m talking in cycles cause I don’t no how to ask anyone for help but I’m trying here and long story short I can come up with 1,050 for my property taxes that was supposed to be on homestead with my husband being on disabilty and mine still be reconsider and I don’t want to lose my homethats the only thing I have left I don’t have a car or a job cause of my disabilty I can’t get assitance for my bills right now and I’m in debt cause I had to get arrangements for my loving husband cause his family wouldn’t help me either so I’m on my own asking begging pleding for some one anyone to help me and then they say they will but then they can’t but they can be hear when I don’t need them but the first time I do they can they have something better to do but then they find out I’m losing my home to taxes and they ready to bail on me talk about me and put me down that hurts to have people here for just what you have to offer them but they didn’t have anywhere to go and I didn’t have nothing and I help them at there time of need when I should have help me first but I think of others before I do myself everytime I’m a good kind person I don’t deserve any of this and I know God is real but sometimes it feels like he isn’t with the way my luck is I try to stay positive and it’s hard but please someone please help me not only that my floors need fixing and I don’t have away to go cause I’m in debt and can’t afford to do anything accept pray and be strong but I’m so emotionally drained right now I’m begging anyone that will and can help me to keep my home so please could you help me get that done it’s so dear to me and I have all my best memories in life with my home and nowhere else to leave so please can someone please help a lonely 53 old widow my cashapp is $melissamayer305