Hello, My name is Chris, 31 year old male, a bastards child forgotten about by my own family, homeless, and a recovering addict of almost 2 years now from meth and coke (my damaged teeth are a daily reminder to stay clean). I got picked up on an old misdemeanor warrant from 2015 that I was unaware of, causing me to spend two weeks in jail before I could find a co signer to sign and help me bail out(I paid the money for the bond), but by the time I got out I had found out that I lost my good paying job and thus have slowly slid to living on the streets…the Shelter in this town is full, the neighboring city has 2 both of which are well known for addicts etc. thus I refuse to go there and risk my sobriety and clean streak. I have spent the last few weeks bouncing between cheap motel rooms and a parking garage to stay warm and dry, im asking for help in any way or amount. im dead set on leaving this state and heading west, to begin a completely new life for myself, once my court date on December 17th passes and im off bond, is ideal to leave, till then I still need to find a way to turn my phone on ($40), keep shelter(cheapest around here is $49/night or $250/week). as well as money to eat as the only soup kitchen within reaching distance only serves dinner, so im only guaranteed one meal a day. that along with the stress has cause me to lose weight and now im definitely underweight at 6’1 and 126 lbs…I have figured out by doing estimate math that ill need about 275 to have my phone turned on and enough for my ticket to my new start, where ill have work waiting for me, also let me say that also I struggle daily with bpd(yes we guys get it too, freaking sucks) and childhood ptsd as well as adhd and anxiety, making my current scenario almost a complete nightmare. My PayPal link is below, any donation will help me get me to my goal of a new life, thank you in advance for your consideration, and god bless you. I’m trying to remain positive, vigilant and grateful through this storm. I have to have faith in knowing that the dark times wont last forever, and that I can have the life I know deep down I crave and deserve, I deserve a do over, and I just have to swallow my pride, ask for help, and have faith in a higher power to handle that which I cannot have any control over.